Angel - this song came to mind when I was thinking of your date tonight. Good for you for being brave and giving something else a try. I was with my ex-husband for almost 20 years (between dating and marriage) as well. I was shaking when I went on my 1st date and it ended up being SO fun. Good luck!!!!
To those of you who are my age-ish you'll remember this song.
The Best of Times
Styx
Tonight's the night we'll make history, honey, you and I
And I'll take any risk to tie back the hands of time
And stay with you here tonight
I know you feel these are the worst of times
I do believe it's true
When people lock their doors and hide inside
Rumor has it it's the end of Paradise
But I know, if the world just passed us by
Baby I know, you wouldn't have to cry