I miss you guys too. I have been so busy with work, and I also got a new puppy. She's sleeping and snoring on my lap right now. She is my new soulmate. LOL.
I think it has to be difficult, because it's sooooo HUGE. When you finally get it, you realize that all your hard work has paid off.
I'm having a hard time articulating what I'm trying to say.
I am not super religious, but I do know there are no limits to the good that God/Goodness/the Universe wants us to receive.