well to shorten the version, my sm and i actually went to high school together. we actually had a class together and did not get along. fast forward a few years into college, we saw eachother at a party on campus and immediately were drawn together like magnets. we started just hooking up, because i went to school three hours away from our hometown, so during the two year period of our freshman and sophomore year it was more of a convenient thing. about the 4th time we were intimate we actually started having intimate conversations, and we would just lay in bed and talk. after that, he started texting me and asking me to hangout....but it didnt take long before we got into an argument because he is immature and started playing games to see how much i felt for him. i went off on him and then he said stuff back to me. a week later i went on vacation with my family and i literally could not stop crying. i would just be sitting around a table, in bed, walking and bursts of tears would come out of nowhere and all i could think about was him. i kept asking myself "what is going on?" so i sent him a happy bday text apologizing for yelling at him, and that night was the night i think i really fell in love with him even though the connection was already made. he said "thanks i did have a good birthday, and dont worry, nobody is perfect, heaven knows im not"----about a week later i saw him again at a friends house and it only took about an hour for us to go upstairs and talk, leading us into a room to lock the door and be alone. that night it didnt feel like we were being sexual, it just felt like we were telling eachother there was mutual love between us. long story short, i told him i knew he wanted the same thing as i did and he freaked out. a week later he invited me to his uncles to tell me that "he had a thing for another girl" he jumped into this relationship...and i had to see him with her for the first year when he brought her around. he is so immature i knew he liked to make me jealous so he would kiss her in front of me and when she wasnt looking all he would do is stare at me. in june of last year i started calling CP to ask what was going on. Ariel was the first psychic i spoke to and she said hang on because the urge to contact you is going to become too overwhelming for him...low and behold her timing was close and he contacted me right before july (she said it would be july). started hanging out and i knew he never loved this girl but would bring her up to get a reaction from me. anyways, i believe he tried to break things off with her over the summer and she cried and wouldnt leave him alone so they are still technically together. she lives in another country and they only see eachother every few months. even though he doesnt love her, he doesnt have the strength to walk away from someone who is controlling and manipulative. on top of that, he is emotionally immature and has commitment issues, which is keeping him in this stagnant zone of no movement. the last time i talked to him was in november and the gf called me bitched me out and then he blocked my number. a few psychics said she even made stuff up about me and that is why he hasnt contacted me yet. jean said he believed her and that he should have investigated it but he didnt. i know he isnt happy but about half of all the psychics i have spoken to have told me i will end up with him, and the other half say i will choose another soulmate who will soon be coming into my life. every time i see the psychic in my hometown she says "i see a choice between two guys."
