Psychic Binge; two Heartbreaks at once

[Dawnlegacy]

Hello everyone,
I am so sorry this is so long but I am deeply hurt and I appreciate anyone who reads this.
 I have been on a psychic binge lately, I have terrible anxiety and heartbreaks don't make it any better of course. I don't go to psychics for advice, I don't want the generic "it gets better" , I can get that from my mom and friends. Readings became somewhat of a way to alleviate the anxiety. Now my readings have become so confusing because its as if each advisor overlaps a bit but I can't get the full picture. I would love help with deciphering my readings altogether if anyones up for it. I can PM you screenshots/recordings

Backstory: I have two POI
POI 1
POI 2.... or as my friends and I say "Thing 1 and thing 2" because they just so happen to have the same nickname for their full names. (you may also learn through this that my life is a joke because what are the odds)

POI 1:I met in 2022, dated for a while in 2023. I have never really been in love but with this man I saw the marriage and the kids and the getting old together.
I ask Pheonixia on Psychic live about him (I don't want to get my heart broken) : "cards show an indication of true love relationship to which they say is in momentum...u can get what you desire from this."  I pursued the relationship 

Then suddenly he broke up with me out of nowhere. We weren't arguing, and he was supposed to meet my family the following week. I went from being happy in love to heartbroken extremely quick. I mean this man was at home on Friday saying he loved me and wanted to be together to the following Monday he wanted to break up suddenly. It felt like leaving a dream and entering a nightmare. This led to the first binge....I got fed fairytales by so many.

Tattoo psychic said its because of another woman. Most others said they did not pick up on another woman and that rather POI 1 loved me, got scared, felt insecure and ran. I believed tattoo psychic to which I kept asking POI 1 and he kept saying there was not another woman. We stopped speaking, my binge continued, wondering when he'd come back. We spoke here and there (because of me reaching out ) to which he tried to do the "I care about you, I just don't want a relationship. "  Says theres no other woman and that maybe one day we can get back together once he gets his stuff together...lo and behold months later I find out he's dealing with another woman when I get the "we have to stop talking" text (after saying he was so sorry and wanted to get on good terms with me). We argue because clearly he just didn't want me. Tells me that "things just happened" and "You don't deserve a guy like me" says he didn't feel good enough being with me and that I am a wonderful girl who shouldn't have to deal with someone like him....and that broke me. The person I was in love with, was with when he had nothing (which he acknowledged that I loved him unconditionally through everything), picked another woman. I end up with commitment issues with fear of getting attached to people again, my anxiety develops, I can't sleep, I cry all the time, my self esteem is shattered..what did I do wrong to deserve this?... I slip into depression. I hate love, I never want it again.

I go on another binge
Tattoo psychic - He will reach out to you again for sex.

Pheonixia - Gloom and doom , he came to a realization, he's depressed. Things ultimately will never work between us ( when I asked how could it change to this after being so positive she basically gave me the energies change, cards only read on current energy. They're not for fortune telling...but yet she's supposed to be reading the future?) Also he's pisces and they change their minds a lot. Now she keeps saying I will meet an earth sign in season of Taurus...at this point I am not sure if I should trust her readings. She can pick up on things but...then it'll change drastically. I have been waiting on this earth sign since last year when this al begin.

Karen Hiles (empath) - She starts of by saying "I feel its important that you know, none of this is your fault" He has feelings for you but he doesn't acknowledge them. He is going from woman to woman to fulfill an empty part of himself because he's insecure. He was falling in love, got scared and left.

Uli- He deals with this other woman because she is a "skank" (her words) and he see's that as being someone more on his level. He still thinks of you at night. I will never be happy with him so I might as well let it go, we are not meant to be together.

September: First reading with Yona, I wanted just a general reading focused on love.....but of course my love life is a joke...he pops up.
She said she see's someone from my past popping up. They'll want to meet in person. He'll try to flirt and romance me. He'll want to meet in person, we'll talk but I will walk away still single. I didn't think anything of it. Yona didn't seem to pick up on POI 2

I start forcing myself to go out on dates. I connect with no one because I'm closed off and uninterested. I was always picky but now fear is added in. I still have feelings for POI 1 and feel pathetic for it.

October: I meet POI 2
Its a man that wanted me when I was with POI 1. He ask for a date. I look at it as "another date and then I will come home and cry"...but this time it was different. I enjoyed being around him. We started going on more dates, we talked about marriage, kids, moving. I still had my reservations but I entertained the thought of a relationship. The setback was that we had different views on life that could impact our future kids/marriage and this was my biggest concern, but POI would simply go "its no biggie, we'll work through it"...but I have heard this with POI 1 and look how that turned out. POI 2 said he could tell that I had been terribly hurt by someone because of my demeanor, loving but then would randomly pull back. He said it didn't feel like it was family trauma, but rather another man and that whoever had me hurt me badly... he was right and him noticing this without me telling him made me feel seen. Even now it causes my heart to regret ending things but my mind goes "it was what's best, morals were too different, that's risky"

 But then it happened, POI 2 has a bad habit of lacking transparency, that's my gripe with him. This causes me to withdraw "He'll hurt me too" (yes I am in therapy). This happened to which we agreed upon something and he went back on it, the agreed upon thing was based on morals and my concern is that it'd impact us in the future and even more so how we raise kids together. I ended it out of frustration, disappointment and him going "I never agreed with that". Mind you he was probably two glasses of whiskey in when we agreed so he genuinely probably didn't remember.

Psychic bing starts, Im torn morals Vs someone I like (and I don't like anyone typically)
Pheonixia - Gloom and doom , he may reach out but he is not for me. He's a gemini so he has "two faces" and this will cause issues. I should reconsider anything with him. ( her reading are only $5, 300 points .50 for each question. she picks up some stuff but her readings leave me confused when compared to others.)
Tattoo psychic : He will reach out, he misses me. Relationship will have its ups and downs but we'll workout. Timeframe is January (possibly Feb)
Manon : He will reach out, timeframe was December
Gemini Moon: He doesn't miss me at the time but he will eventually reach out. Timeframe is Feb.
log lady : he will reach out, he misses me. Relationship will have its ups and downs but be good. Timeframe : before or shortly after the new year.
Autumn rivers: He will reach out, possibly Feb
Monarch : he will reach out , January

Psychic binge stops, I miss POI 2 but theres no point in doing readings, all seem positive.
Dreams about POI 1 start...because my love life is a joke, I am living a telenovela.

Readings start....remember when Yona said "she see's someone from my past popping up. They'll want to meet in person. He'll try to flirt and romance me. He'll want to meet in person, we'll talk but I will walk away still single." and tattoo psychic said 'He will reach out to you again for sex."...the big show down is apparently on its way. Hence the dreams.
Binge begins:
Manon: He wants to reach out but is scared
Tattoo psychic : He has feelings for you, will return to resume our previous argument, we won't stop speaking after this. A relationship isn't likely without a lot of patience and even then it may not be the kind I feel happy in but POI 1 is hard to reach on and things change so its hard to say for sure. The energy around us is hard to read because its good and bad and confusing. Doesn't pick up on a female energy around him does pick up on a male energy (WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON)...I am sorry for cursing. Will attempt to use me for sex.
Pheonixia : Gloom and doom (per usual) he has feelings for me but wants to be with her because essentially I am not toxic enough for him, but the feelings pull him both ways and makes it hard to let me go. They will end up being life partners (possibly) as their relationship is prone to conflict so things can change.(remember she told me we'd be life partner at first) He will reach out to me for sex to fulfill a part of himself but ultimately he will go back to her.... but yet somehow theres a grey area because a relationship is possible and I can still get what I want and we be life partners but current energies are not looking great. ( I told her about the woman, I didn't tell any other psychic so I am wondering if she is using that information and going with it.)
Gemini moon : He will come to me upset about something in regards to me. looks like a conflict regarding another person, possibly rekindling our argument about the woman he's with or him feeling that I have another man interested in me and this will bother him, potentially also why we argue. He did or does have feelings for me but it could be surrounded by wanting sex, but this is how some people feel closeness.
Monarch : He will reach out because he is lonely
Lolas love tarot: There is still a connection between the two of you. See's contact, POI 1 has an attraction, chemistry is there but won't allow himself to genuinely love me. Potentially with time things can improve based upon her cards.
Jess111 : There is an energy of resistance (a lot of psychics keep using this phrase). He wants to reach out but keeps delaying it. He's being prideful. Still has feelings, they never left but he is internally struggling. He numbs any energy that has to do with romance to protect himself. The idea of being vulnerable with me scares him. Sex is an important part of a connection with him. That's how he feels like he can connect with me without being vulnerable. He distracts himself by talking to other woman but isn't focused or serious with one person, nor has feelings for anyone else. He thinks of me often, a relationship is possible but it'll take patience, but theres potential.
 
Last reading was with tattoo psychic again : ( I read on both this time) He told me to leave both of them a lone as now it shows POI 2 won't be reaching out this month. Shows I am in distress, anxiety is high. His advice is to move on from both as anyone causing mental turmoil isn't for me.

I can see this for POI 1 and am ready to let him go, despite what Jess and others say, I don't see any hope for us.

For POI 2 its hard to wanna believe that log lady is inaccurate since she's been so good for so many others. Also now I am upset that maybe I shouldn't have ended things because it wouldn't have caused a binge if I didn't. I deleted the app with Pheonixia on it and I am sure PO is next. I would only want to talk to Jess from there as she was very detailed and has such great reviews. Outside of that would be log lady and Yona, whom I have a top off with in Feb. For a while I was stuck between POI 1 and POI 2 but after writing this I have realize, I would pick POI 2 ANY DAY. I pray all the time that he comes back.

I am the single family member, and the single friend. I am so tired of going on trips and everyone else is in relationships, married, pregnant, with kids…. And then there’s me. I act like I’m not bothered but it’s hard. Everyone has someone, my mom goes “you’re young , the person will come”…. But love is never guaranteed. I’m in my mid 20’s … I’m ready to settle down.

I am sure I will be back to update this, thank you if you've read this far.

[sai07]

Hello everyone,
I am so sorry this is so long but I am deeply hurt and I appreciate anyone who reads this.
 I have been on a psychic binge lately, I have terrible anxiety and heartbreaks don't make it any better of course. I don't go to psychics for advice, I don't want the generic "it gets better" , I can get that from my mom and friends. Readings became somewhat of a way to alleviate the anxiety. Now my readings have become so confusing because its as if each advisor overlaps a bit but I can't get the full picture. I would love help with deciphering my readings altogether if anyones up for it. I can PM you screenshots/recordings

Backstory: I have two POI
POI 1
POI 2.... or as my friends and I say "Thing 1 and thing 2" because they just so happen to have the same nickname for their full names. (you may also learn through this that my life is a joke because what are the odds)

POI 1:I met in 2022, dated for a while in 2023. I have never really been in love but with this man I saw the marriage and the kids and the getting old together.
I ask Pheonixia on Psychic live about him (I don't want to get my heart broken) : "cards show an indication of true love relationship to which they say is in momentum...u can get what you desire from this."  I pursued the relationship 

Then suddenly he broke up with me out of nowhere. We weren't arguing, and he was supposed to meet my family the following week. I went from being happy in love to heartbroken extremely quick. I mean this man was at home on Friday saying he loved me and wanted to be together to the following Monday he wanted to break up suddenly. It felt like leaving a dream and entering a nightmare. This led to the first binge....I got fed fairytales by so many.

Tattoo psychic said its because of another woman. Most others said they did not pick up on another woman and that rather POI 1 loved me, got scared, felt insecure and ran. I believed tattoo psychic to which I kept asking POI 1 and he kept saying there was not another woman. We stopped speaking, my binge continued, wondering when he'd come back. We spoke here and there (because of me reaching out ) to which he tried to do the "I care about you, I just don't want a relationship. "  Says theres no other woman and that maybe one day we can get back together once he gets his stuff together...lo and behold months later I find out he's dealing with another woman when I get the "we have to stop talking" text (after saying he was so sorry and wanted to get on good terms with me). We argue because clearly he just didn't want me. Tells me that "things just happened" and "You don't deserve a guy like me" says he didn't feel good enough being with me and that I am a wonderful girl who shouldn't have to deal with someone like him....and that broke me. The person I was in love with, was with when he had nothing (which he acknowledged that I loved him unconditionally through everything), picked another woman. I end up with commitment issues with fear of getting attached to people again, my anxiety develops, I can't sleep, I cry all the time, my self esteem is shattered..what did I do wrong to deserve this?... I slip into depression. I hate love, I never want it again.

I go on another binge
Tattoo psychic - He will reach out to you again for sex.

Pheonixia - Gloom and doom , he came to a realization, he's depressed. Things ultimately will never work between us ( when I asked how could it change to this after being so positive she basically gave me the energies change, cards only read on current energy. They're not for fortune telling...but yet she's supposed to be reading the future?) Also he's pisces and they change their minds a lot. Now she keeps saying I will meet an earth sign in season of Taurus...at this point I am not sure if I should trust her readings. She can pick up on things but...then it'll change drastically. I have been waiting on this earth sign since last year when this al begin.

Karen Hiles (empath) - She starts of by saying "I feel its important that you know, none of this is your fault" He has feelings for you but he doesn't acknowledge them. He is going from woman to woman to fulfill an empty part of himself because he's insecure. He was falling in love, got scared and left.

Uli- He deals with this other woman because she is a "skank" (her words) and he see's that as being someone more on his level. He still thinks of you at night. I will never be happy with him so I might as well let it go, we are not meant to be together.

September: First reading with Yona, I wanted just a general reading focused on love.....but of course my love life is a joke...he pops up.
She said she see's someone from my past popping up. They'll want to meet in person. He'll try to flirt and romance me. He'll want to meet in person, we'll talk but I will walk away still single. I didn't think anything of it. Yona didn't seem to pick up on POI 2

I start forcing myself to go out on dates. I connect with no one because I'm closed off and uninterested. I was always picky but now fear is added in. I still have feelings for POI 1 and feel pathetic for it.

October: I meet POI 2
Its a man that wanted me when I was with POI 1. He ask for a date. I look at it as "another date and then I will come home and cry"...but this time it was different. I enjoyed being around him. We started going on more dates, we talked about marriage, kids, moving. I still had my reservations but I entertained the thought of a relationship. The setback was that we had different views on life that could impact our future kids/marriage and this was my biggest concern, but POI would simply go "its no biggie, we'll work through it"...but I have heard this with POI 1 and look how that turned out. POI 2 said he could tell that I had been terribly hurt by someone because of my demeanor, loving but then would randomly pull back. He said it didn't feel like it was family trauma, but rather another man and that whoever had me hurt me badly... he was right and him noticing this without me telling him made me feel seen. Even now it causes my heart to regret ending things but my mind goes "it was what's best, morals were too different, that's risky"

 But then it happened, POI 2 has a bad habit of lacking transparency, that's my gripe with him. This causes me to withdraw "He'll hurt me too" (yes I am in therapy). This happened to which we agreed upon something and he went back on it, the agreed upon thing was based on morals and my concern is that it'd impact us in the future and even more so how we raise kids together. I ended it out of frustration, disappointment and him going "I never agreed with that". Mind you he was probably two glasses of whiskey in when we agreed so he genuinely probably didn't remember.

Psychic bing starts, Im torn morals Vs someone I like (and I don't like anyone typically)
Pheonixia - Gloom and doom , he may reach out but he is not for me. He's a gemini so he has "two faces" and this will cause issues. I should reconsider anything with him. ( her reading are only $5, 300 points .50 for each question. she picks up some stuff but her readings leave me confused when compared to others.)
Tattoo psychic : He will reach out, he misses me. Relationship will have its ups and downs but we'll workout. Timeframe is January (possibly Feb)
Manon : He will reach out, timeframe was December
Gemini Moon: He doesn't miss me at the time but he will eventually reach out. Timeframe is Feb.
log lady : he will reach out, he misses me. Relationship will have its ups and downs but be good. Timeframe : before or shortly after the new year.
Autumn rivers: He will reach out, possibly Feb
Monarch : he will reach out , January

Psychic binge stops, I miss POI 2 but theres no point in doing readings, all seem positive.
Dreams about POI 1 start...because my love life is a joke, I am living a telenovela.

Readings start....remember when Yona said "she see's someone from my past popping up. They'll want to meet in person. He'll try to flirt and romance me. He'll want to meet in person, we'll talk but I will walk away still single." and tattoo psychic said 'He will reach out to you again for sex."...the big show down is apparently on its way. Hence the dreams.
Binge begins:
Manon: He wants to reach out but is scared
Tattoo psychic : He has feelings for you, will return to resume our previous argument, we won't stop speaking after this. A relationship isn't likely without a lot of patience and even then it may not be the kind I feel happy in but POI 1 is hard to reach on and things change so its hard to say for sure. The energy around us is hard to read because its good and bad and confusing. Doesn't pick up on a female energy around him does pick up on a male energy (WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON)...I am sorry for cursing. Will attempt to use me for sex.
Pheonixia : Gloom and doom (per usual) he has feelings for me but wants to be with her because essentially I am not toxic enough for him, but the feelings pull him both ways and makes it hard to let me go. They will end up being life partners (possibly) as their relationship is prone to conflict so things can change.(remember she told me we'd be life partner at first) He will reach out to me for sex to fulfill a part of himself but ultimately he will go back to her.... but yet somehow theres a grey area because a relationship is possible and I can still get what I want and we be life partners but current energies are not looking great. ( I told her about the woman, I didn't tell any other psychic so I am wondering if she is using that information and going with it.)
Gemini moon : He will come to me upset about something in regards to me. looks like a conflict regarding another person, possibly rekindling our argument about the woman he's with or him feeling that I have another man interested in me and this will bother him, potentially also why we argue. He did or does have feelings for me but it could be surrounded by wanting sex, but this is how some people feel closeness.
Monarch : He will reach out because he is lonely
Lolas love tarot: There is still a connection between the two of you. See's contact, POI 1 has an attraction, chemistry is there but won't allow himself to genuinely love me. Potentially with time things can improve based upon her cards.
Jess111 : There is an energy of resistance (a lot of psychics keep using this phrase). He wants to reach out but keeps delaying it. He's being prideful. Still has feelings, they never left but he is internally struggling. He numbs any energy that has to do with romance to protect himself. The idea of being vulnerable with me scares him. Sex is an important part of a connection with him. That's how he feels like he can connect with me without being vulnerable. He distracts himself by talking to other woman but isn't focused or serious with one person, nor has feelings for anyone else. He thinks of me often, a relationship is possible but it'll take patience, but theres potential.
 
Last reading was with tattoo psychic again : ( I read on both this time) He told me to leave both of them a lone as now it shows POI 2 won't be reaching out this month. Shows I am in distress, anxiety is high. His advice is to move on from both as anyone causing mental turmoil isn't for me.

I can see this for POI 1 and am ready to let him go, despite what Jess and others say, I don't see any hope for us.

For POI 2 its hard to wanna believe that log lady is inaccurate since she's been so good for so many others. Also now I am upset that maybe I shouldn't have ended things because it wouldn't have caused a binge if I didn't. I deleted the app with Pheonixia on it and I am sure PO is next. I would only want to talk to Jess from there as she was very detailed and has such great reviews. Outside of that would be log lady and Yona, whom I have a top off with in Feb. For a while I was stuck between POI 1 and POI 2 but after writing this I have realize, I would pick POI 2 ANY DAY. I pray all the time that he comes back.

I am the single family member, and the single friend. I am so tired of going on trips and everyone else is in relationships, married, pregnant, with kids…. And then there’s me. I act like I’m not bothered but it’s hard. Everyone has someone, my mom goes “you’re young , the person will come”…. But love is never guaranteed. I’m in my mid 20’s … I’m ready to settle down.

I am sure I will be back to update this, thank you if you've read this far.

Dawn, you can block me if you want - I’m plenty over this forum anyways. But I’m going to be real with you if no one here and not any of the psychics will be - both these men sound terrible for you. Really. I think you need time and therapy to come to terms with that. You may not be ready to hear it from me, a random stranger, and honestly I have no incentive to hurt or help you - either way but you sound high-anxiety and distressed and confused by all the reading.

I know how it sucks being alone - trust me girl, going through the same thing - it freaking blows, but if you think through this logically for one second, just one second, you’re still young. You will attract someone - if not today then maybe in your thirties - that may be tough to hear but I think for a lot of us on this forum - we are chasing fantasies and what-ifs and maybe if we just decided to face the reality for what it is, we would not be going down a rabbit hole.

Now that said, I do believe miracles happen , but it won’t be with psychics.

Seriously that’s my stance and don’t care if it’s bashed or downvoted and pls feel free to block me if this doesn’t resonate with you - but I wanted to share with you what I’m seeing from a third party perspective.

[Dawnlegacy]

Hello everyone,
I am so sorry this is so long but I am deeply hurt and I appreciate anyone who reads this.
 I have been on a psychic binge lately, I have terrible anxiety and heartbreaks don't make it any better of course. I don't go to psychics for advice, I don't want the generic "it gets better" , I can get that from my mom and friends. Readings became somewhat of a way to alleviate the anxiety. Now my readings have become so confusing because its as if each advisor overlaps a bit but I can't get the full picture. I would love help with deciphering my readings altogether if anyones up for it. I can PM you screenshots/recordings

Backstory: I have two POI
POI 1
POI 2.... or as my friends and I say "Thing 1 and thing 2" because they just so happen to have the same nickname for their full names. (you may also learn through this that my life is a joke because what are the odds)

POI 1:I met in 2022, dated for a while in 2023. I have never really been in love but with this man I saw the marriage and the kids and the getting old together.
I ask Pheonixia on Psychic live about him (I don't want to get my heart broken) : "cards show an indication of true love relationship to which they say is in momentum...u can get what you desire from this."  I pursued the relationship 

Then suddenly he broke up with me out of nowhere. We weren't arguing, and he was supposed to meet my family the following week. I went from being happy in love to heartbroken extremely quick. I mean this man was at home on Friday saying he loved me and wanted to be together to the following Monday he wanted to break up suddenly. It felt like leaving a dream and entering a nightmare. This led to the first binge....I got fed fairytales by so many.

Tattoo psychic said its because of another woman. Most others said they did not pick up on another woman and that rather POI 1 loved me, got scared, felt insecure and ran. I believed tattoo psychic to which I kept asking POI 1 and he kept saying there was not another woman. We stopped speaking, my binge continued, wondering when he'd come back. We spoke here and there (because of me reaching out ) to which he tried to do the "I care about you, I just don't want a relationship. "  Says theres no other woman and that maybe one day we can get back together once he gets his stuff together...lo and behold months later I find out he's dealing with another woman when I get the "we have to stop talking" text (after saying he was so sorry and wanted to get on good terms with me). We argue because clearly he just didn't want me. Tells me that "things just happened" and "You don't deserve a guy like me" says he didn't feel good enough being with me and that I am a wonderful girl who shouldn't have to deal with someone like him....and that broke me. The person I was in love with, was with when he had nothing (which he acknowledged that I loved him unconditionally through everything), picked another woman. I end up with commitment issues with fear of getting attached to people again, my anxiety develops, I can't sleep, I cry all the time, my self esteem is shattered..what did I do wrong to deserve this?... I slip into depression. I hate love, I never want it again.

I go on another binge
Tattoo psychic - He will reach out to you again for sex.

Pheonixia - Gloom and doom , he came to a realization, he's depressed. Things ultimately will never work between us ( when I asked how could it change to this after being so positive she basically gave me the energies change, cards only read on current energy. They're not for fortune telling...but yet she's supposed to be reading the future?) Also he's pisces and they change their minds a lot. Now she keeps saying I will meet an earth sign in season of Taurus...at this point I am not sure if I should trust her readings. She can pick up on things but...then it'll change drastically. I have been waiting on this earth sign since last year when this al begin.

Karen Hiles (empath) - She starts of by saying "I feel its important that you know, none of this is your fault" He has feelings for you but he doesn't acknowledge them. He is going from woman to woman to fulfill an empty part of himself because he's insecure. He was falling in love, got scared and left.

Uli- He deals with this other woman because she is a "skank" (her words) and he see's that as being someone more on his level. He still thinks of you at night. I will never be happy with him so I might as well let it go, we are not meant to be together.

September: First reading with Yona, I wanted just a general reading focused on love.....but of course my love life is a joke...he pops up.
She said she see's someone from my past popping up. They'll want to meet in person. He'll try to flirt and romance me. He'll want to meet in person, we'll talk but I will walk away still single. I didn't think anything of it. Yona didn't seem to pick up on POI 2

I start forcing myself to go out on dates. I connect with no one because I'm closed off and uninterested. I was always picky but now fear is added in. I still have feelings for POI 1 and feel pathetic for it.

October: I meet POI 2
Its a man that wanted me when I was with POI 1. He ask for a date. I look at it as "another date and then I will come home and cry"...but this time it was different. I enjoyed being around him. We started going on more dates, we talked about marriage, kids, moving. I still had my reservations but I entertained the thought of a relationship. The setback was that we had different views on life that could impact our future kids/marriage and this was my biggest concern, but POI would simply go "its no biggie, we'll work through it"...but I have heard this with POI 1 and look how that turned out. POI 2 said he could tell that I had been terribly hurt by someone because of my demeanor, loving but then would randomly pull back. He said it didn't feel like it was family trauma, but rather another man and that whoever had me hurt me badly... he was right and him noticing this without me telling him made me feel seen. Even now it causes my heart to regret ending things but my mind goes "it was what's best, morals were too different, that's risky"

 But then it happened, POI 2 has a bad habit of lacking transparency, that's my gripe with him. This causes me to withdraw "He'll hurt me too" (yes I am in therapy). This happened to which we agreed upon something and he went back on it, the agreed upon thing was based on morals and my concern is that it'd impact us in the future and even more so how we raise kids together. I ended it out of frustration, disappointment and him going "I never agreed with that". Mind you he was probably two glasses of whiskey in when we agreed so he genuinely probably didn't remember.

Psychic bing starts, Im torn morals Vs someone I like (and I don't like anyone typically)
Pheonixia - Gloom and doom , he may reach out but he is not for me. He's a gemini so he has "two faces" and this will cause issues. I should reconsider anything with him. ( her reading are only $5, 300 points .50 for each question. she picks up some stuff but her readings leave me confused when compared to others.)
Tattoo psychic : He will reach out, he misses me. Relationship will have its ups and downs but we'll workout. Timeframe is January (possibly Feb)
Manon : He will reach out, timeframe was December
Gemini Moon: He doesn't miss me at the time but he will eventually reach out. Timeframe is Feb.
log lady : he will reach out, he misses me. Relationship will have its ups and downs but be good. Timeframe : before or shortly after the new year.
Autumn rivers: He will reach out, possibly Feb
Monarch : he will reach out , January

Psychic binge stops, I miss POI 2 but theres no point in doing readings, all seem positive.
Dreams about POI 1 start...because my love life is a joke, I am living a telenovela.

Readings start....remember when Yona said "she see's someone from my past popping up. They'll want to meet in person. He'll try to flirt and romance me. He'll want to meet in person, we'll talk but I will walk away still single." and tattoo psychic said 'He will reach out to you again for sex."...the big show down is apparently on its way. Hence the dreams.
Binge begins:
Manon: He wants to reach out but is scared
Tattoo psychic : He has feelings for you, will return to resume our previous argument, we won't stop speaking after this. A relationship isn't likely without a lot of patience and even then it may not be the kind I feel happy in but POI 1 is hard to reach on and things change so its hard to say for sure. The energy around us is hard to read because its good and bad and confusing. Doesn't pick up on a female energy around him does pick up on a male energy (WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON)...I am sorry for cursing. Will attempt to use me for sex.
Pheonixia : Gloom and doom (per usual) he has feelings for me but wants to be with her because essentially I am not toxic enough for him, but the feelings pull him both ways and makes it hard to let me go. They will end up being life partners (possibly) as their relationship is prone to conflict so things can change.(remember she told me we'd be life partner at first) He will reach out to me for sex to fulfill a part of himself but ultimately he will go back to her.... but yet somehow theres a grey area because a relationship is possible and I can still get what I want and we be life partners but current energies are not looking great. ( I told her about the woman, I didn't tell any other psychic so I am wondering if she is using that information and going with it.)
Gemini moon : He will come to me upset about something in regards to me. looks like a conflict regarding another person, possibly rekindling our argument about the woman he's with or him feeling that I have another man interested in me and this will bother him, potentially also why we argue. He did or does have feelings for me but it could be surrounded by wanting sex, but this is how some people feel closeness.
Monarch : He will reach out because he is lonely
Lolas love tarot: There is still a connection between the two of you. See's contact, POI 1 has an attraction, chemistry is there but won't allow himself to genuinely love me. Potentially with time things can improve based upon her cards.
Jess111 : There is an energy of resistance (a lot of psychics keep using this phrase). He wants to reach out but keeps delaying it. He's being prideful. Still has feelings, they never left but he is internally struggling. He numbs any energy that has to do with romance to protect himself. The idea of being vulnerable with me scares him. Sex is an important part of a connection with him. That's how he feels like he can connect with me without being vulnerable. He distracts himself by talking to other woman but isn't focused or serious with one person, nor has feelings for anyone else. He thinks of me often, a relationship is possible but it'll take patience, but theres potential.
 
Last reading was with tattoo psychic again : ( I read on both this time) He told me to leave both of them a lone as now it shows POI 2 won't be reaching out this month. Shows I am in distress, anxiety is high. His advice is to move on from both as anyone causing mental turmoil isn't for me.

I can see this for POI 1 and am ready to let him go, despite what Jess and others say, I don't see any hope for us.

For POI 2 its hard to wanna believe that log lady is inaccurate since she's been so good for so many others. Also now I am upset that maybe I shouldn't have ended things because it wouldn't have caused a binge if I didn't. I deleted the app with Pheonixia on it and I am sure PO is next. I would only want to talk to Jess from there as she was very detailed and has such great reviews. Outside of that would be log lady and Yona, whom I have a top off with in Feb. For a while I was stuck between POI 1 and POI 2 but after writing this I have realize, I would pick POI 2 ANY DAY. I pray all the time that he comes back.

I am the single family member, and the single friend. I am so tired of going on trips and everyone else is in relationships, married, pregnant, with kids…. And then there’s me. I act like I’m not bothered but it’s hard. Everyone has someone, my mom goes “you’re young , the person will come”…. But love is never guaranteed. I’m in my mid 20’s … I’m ready to settle down.

I am sure I will be back to update this, thank you if you've read this far.

Dawn, you can block me if you want - I’m plenty over this forum anyways. But I’m going to be real with you if no one here and not any of the psychics will be - both these men sound terrible for you. Really. I think you need time and therapy to come to terms with that. You may not be ready to hear it from me, a random stranger, and honestly I have no incentive to hurt or help you - either way but you sound high-anxiety and distressed and confused by all the reading.

I know how it sucks being alone - trust me girl, going through the same thing - it freaking blows, but if you think through this logically for one second, just one second, you’re still young. You will attract someone - if not today then maybe in your thirties - that may be tough to hear but I think for a lot of us on this forum - we are chasing fantasies and what-ifs and maybe if we just decided to face the reality for what it is, we would not be going down a rabbit hole.

Now that said, I do believe miracles happen , but it won’t be with psychics.

Seriously that’s my stance and don’t care if it’s bashed or downvoted and pls feel free to block me if this doesn’t resonate with you - but I wanted to share with you what I’m seeing from a third party perspective.

I didn’t post this to block anyone, I know that with posting comes others opinions (as long as it’s from a place of helping) I’m fine with it. Honestly didn’t expect anyone to read it with how long it is so
Thank you for the input.

What I can say is the psychics have helped, I probably would’ve fallen for POI 1 tactics if they hadn’t warned me.

[jackY]

It’s great that you’re open to feedback because this is something important to understand: right now, it seems like you’re putting too much weight on relationships as the key to your happiness. That mindset sets you up for heartbreak. To build a fulfilling life and future relationships, you need to start with a solid foundation of self-awareness and independence—knowing who you are and what you want as an individual. 

You mentioned being in your 20s, which is a time for growth and exploration. Think of it as a second adolescence—a critical period for figuring out who *you* are, not who you are in relation to someone else. You won’t find that clarity in a partner, and relying on comparisons to others will only distract you. Maybe this stage of your life is meant for bigger things than being tied to a relationship. STOP COMPARING YOURSELF TO OTHERS.

Your continued attachment to these two men and your reliance on psychics suggest that you’re seeking validation or answers outside yourself. I say this with care: psychics might feel like a quick way to soothe your anxiety, but they can become a crutch, keeping you from doing the deeper work to understand yourself and your patterns. 

It’s time to focus inward. Building a strong sense of self takes effort, but it’s worth it. You deserve a life where your confidence and happiness come from within—not from people or things that can’t give you what you truly need.

[gemmaasks]

Hi! Im sorry you're going through this. Im more than happy to decipher the readings. Ive read with both Gemini Moon and Log lady.

Also, I don't want to sound like a broken record but you're young!   Not to discount your feelings for the first poi, I think your fear of rejection is what triggering you, not because you love him. I have the same fear. It is very hard to overcome especially when navigating modern dating.  I understand how your confidence took a hit when these men just withdrew from you.

I can promise you this when you look back even a year from now, you're going to laugh.

Hello everyone,
I am so sorry this is so long but I am deeply hurt and I appreciate anyone who reads this.
 I have been on a psychic binge lately, I have terrible anxiety and heartbreaks don't make it any better of course. I don't go to psychics for advice, I don't want the generic "it gets better" , I can get that from my mom and friends. Readings became somewhat of a way to alleviate the anxiety. Now my readings have become so confusing because its as if each advisor overlaps a bit but I can't get the full picture. I would love help with deciphering my readings altogether if anyones up for it. I can PM you screenshots/recordings

Backstory: I have two POI
POI 1
POI 2.... or as my friends and I say "Thing 1 and thing 2" because they just so happen to have the same nickname for their full names. (you may also learn through this that my life is a joke because what are the odds)

POI 1:I met in 2022, dated for a while in 2023. I have never really been in love but with this man I saw the marriage and the kids and the getting old together.
I ask Pheonixia on Psychic live about him (I don't want to get my heart broken) : "cards show an indication of true love relationship to which they say is in momentum...u can get what you desire from this."  I pursued the relationship 

Then suddenly he broke up with me out of nowhere. We weren't arguing, and he was supposed to meet my family the following week. I went from being happy in love to heartbroken extremely quick. I mean this man was at home on Friday saying he loved me and wanted to be together to the following Monday he wanted to break up suddenly. It felt like leaving a dream and entering a nightmare. This led to the first binge....I got fed fairytales by so many.

Tattoo psychic said its because of another woman. Most others said they did not pick up on another woman and that rather POI 1 loved me, got scared, felt insecure and ran. I believed tattoo psychic to which I kept asking POI 1 and he kept saying there was not another woman. We stopped speaking, my binge continued, wondering when he'd come back. We spoke here and there (because of me reaching out ) to which he tried to do the "I care about you, I just don't want a relationship. "  Says theres no other woman and that maybe one day we can get back together once he gets his stuff together...lo and behold months later I find out he's dealing with another woman when I get the "we have to stop talking" text (after saying he was so sorry and wanted to get on good terms with me). We argue because clearly he just didn't want me. Tells me that "things just happened" and "You don't deserve a guy like me" says he didn't feel good enough being with me and that I am a wonderful girl who shouldn't have to deal with someone like him....and that broke me. The person I was in love with, was with when he had nothing (which he acknowledged that I loved him unconditionally through everything), picked another woman. I end up with commitment issues with fear of getting attached to people again, my anxiety develops, I can't sleep, I cry all the time, my self esteem is shattered..what did I do wrong to deserve this?... I slip into depression. I hate love, I never want it again.

I go on another binge
Tattoo psychic - He will reach out to you again for sex.

Pheonixia - Gloom and doom , he came to a realization, he's depressed. Things ultimately will never work between us ( when I asked how could it change to this after being so positive she basically gave me the energies change, cards only read on current energy. They're not for fortune telling...but yet she's supposed to be reading the future?) Also he's pisces and they change their minds a lot. Now she keeps saying I will meet an earth sign in season of Taurus...at this point I am not sure if I should trust her readings. She can pick up on things but...then it'll change drastically. I have been waiting on this earth sign since last year when this al begin.

Karen Hiles (empath) - She starts of by saying "I feel its important that you know, none of this is your fault" He has feelings for you but he doesn't acknowledge them. He is going from woman to woman to fulfill an empty part of himself because he's insecure. He was falling in love, got scared and left.

Uli- He deals with this other woman because she is a "skank" (her words) and he see's that as being someone more on his level. He still thinks of you at night. I will never be happy with him so I might as well let it go, we are not meant to be together.

September: First reading with Yona, I wanted just a general reading focused on love.....but of course my love life is a joke...he pops up.
She said she see's someone from my past popping up. They'll want to meet in person. He'll try to flirt and romance me. He'll want to meet in person, we'll talk but I will walk away still single. I didn't think anything of it. Yona didn't seem to pick up on POI 2

I start forcing myself to go out on dates. I connect with no one because I'm closed off and uninterested. I was always picky but now fear is added in. I still have feelings for POI 1 and feel pathetic for it.

October: I meet POI 2
Its a man that wanted me when I was with POI 1. He ask for a date. I look at it as "another date and then I will come home and cry"...but this time it was different. I enjoyed being around him. We started going on more dates, we talked about marriage, kids, moving. I still had my reservations but I entertained the thought of a relationship. The setback was that we had different views on life that could impact our future kids/marriage and this was my biggest concern, but POI would simply go "its no biggie, we'll work through it"...but I have heard this with POI 1 and look how that turned out. POI 2 said he could tell that I had been terribly hurt by someone because of my demeanor, loving but then would randomly pull back. He said it didn't feel like it was family trauma, but rather another man and that whoever had me hurt me badly... he was right and him noticing this without me telling him made me feel seen. Even now it causes my heart to regret ending things but my mind goes "it was what's best, morals were too different, that's risky"

 But then it happened, POI 2 has a bad habit of lacking transparency, that's my gripe with him. This causes me to withdraw "He'll hurt me too" (yes I am in therapy). This happened to which we agreed upon something and he went back on it, the agreed upon thing was based on morals and my concern is that it'd impact us in the future and even more so how we raise kids together. I ended it out of frustration, disappointment and him going "I never agreed with that". Mind you he was probably two glasses of whiskey in when we agreed so he genuinely probably didn't remember.

Psychic bing starts, Im torn morals Vs someone I like (and I don't like anyone typically)
Pheonixia - Gloom and doom , he may reach out but he is not for me. He's a gemini so he has "two faces" and this will cause issues. I should reconsider anything with him. ( her reading are only $5, 300 points .50 for each question. she picks up some stuff but her readings leave me confused when compared to others.)
Tattoo psychic : He will reach out, he misses me. Relationship will have its ups and downs but we'll workout. Timeframe is January (possibly Feb)
Manon : He will reach out, timeframe was December
Gemini Moon: He doesn't miss me at the time but he will eventually reach out. Timeframe is Feb.
log lady : he will reach out, he misses me. Relationship will have its ups and downs but be good. Timeframe : before or shortly after the new year.
Autumn rivers: He will reach out, possibly Feb
Monarch : he will reach out , January

Psychic binge stops, I miss POI 2 but theres no point in doing readings, all seem positive.
Dreams about POI 1 start...because my love life is a joke, I am living a telenovela.

Readings start....remember when Yona said "she see's someone from my past popping up. They'll want to meet in person. He'll try to flirt and romance me. He'll want to meet in person, we'll talk but I will walk away still single." and tattoo psychic said 'He will reach out to you again for sex."...the big show down is apparently on its way. Hence the dreams.
Binge begins:
Manon: He wants to reach out but is scared
Tattoo psychic : He has feelings for you, will return to resume our previous argument, we won't stop speaking after this. A relationship isn't likely without a lot of patience and even then it may not be the kind I feel happy in but POI 1 is hard to reach on and things change so its hard to say for sure. The energy around us is hard to read because its good and bad and confusing. Doesn't pick up on a female energy around him does pick up on a male energy (WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON)...I am sorry for cursing. Will attempt to use me for sex.
Pheonixia : Gloom and doom (per usual) he has feelings for me but wants to be with her because essentially I am not toxic enough for him, but the feelings pull him both ways and makes it hard to let me go. They will end up being life partners (possibly) as their relationship is prone to conflict so things can change.(remember she told me we'd be life partner at first) He will reach out to me for sex to fulfill a part of himself but ultimately he will go back to her.... but yet somehow theres a grey area because a relationship is possible and I can still get what I want and we be life partners but current energies are not looking great. ( I told her about the woman, I didn't tell any other psychic so I am wondering if she is using that information and going with it.)
Gemini moon : He will come to me upset about something in regards to me. looks like a conflict regarding another person, possibly rekindling our argument about the woman he's with or him feeling that I have another man interested in me and this will bother him, potentially also why we argue. He did or does have feelings for me but it could be surrounded by wanting sex, but this is how some people feel closeness.
Monarch : He will reach out because he is lonely
Lolas love tarot: There is still a connection between the two of you. See's contact, POI 1 has an attraction, chemistry is there but won't allow himself to genuinely love me. Potentially with time things can improve based upon her cards.
Jess111 : There is an energy of resistance (a lot of psychics keep using this phrase). He wants to reach out but keeps delaying it. He's being prideful. Still has feelings, they never left but he is internally struggling. He numbs any energy that has to do with romance to protect himself. The idea of being vulnerable with me scares him. Sex is an important part of a connection with him. That's how he feels like he can connect with me without being vulnerable. He distracts himself by talking to other woman but isn't focused or serious with one person, nor has feelings for anyone else. He thinks of me often, a relationship is possible but it'll take patience, but theres potential.
 
Last reading was with tattoo psychic again : ( I read on both this time) He told me to leave both of them a lone as now it shows POI 2 won't be reaching out this month. Shows I am in distress, anxiety is high. His advice is to move on from both as anyone causing mental turmoil isn't for me.

I can see this for POI 1 and am ready to let him go, despite what Jess and others say, I don't see any hope for us.

For POI 2 its hard to wanna believe that log lady is inaccurate since she's been so good for so many others. Also now I am upset that maybe I shouldn't have ended things because it wouldn't have caused a binge if I didn't. I deleted the app with Pheonixia on it and I am sure PO is next. I would only want to talk to Jess from there as she was very detailed and has such great reviews. Outside of that would be log lady and Yona, whom I have a top off with in Feb. For a while I was stuck between POI 1 and POI 2 but after writing this I have realize, I would pick POI 2 ANY DAY. I pray all the time that he comes back.

I am the single family member, and the single friend. I am so tired of going on trips and everyone else is in relationships, married, pregnant, with kids…. And then there’s me. I act like I’m not bothered but it’s hard. Everyone has someone, my mom goes “you’re young , the person will come”…. But love is never guaranteed. I’m in my mid 20’s … I’m ready to settle down.

I am sure I will be back to update this, thank you if you've read this far.

[Miss Philosopher]

Hi sweetie. When I read your story here, I felt your pain. I first would like to say that I'm very sorry your heart is hurting. I've been there plenty of times in my life. You're in your mid 20s, I'll be 47 on January 26th. I've had a few decades of heartbreaks. Since you're open to feedback, I'd like to share mine. I'm very straight forward so anything I say is not meant to hurt you, rather to help you. I'm going to break this down into parts.

Part 1: Psychic readings - I still get readings myself. I've been getting readings for about 18 years. I do believe there are fated events and a real psychic should be seeing that event take place no matter what happens in the interim. What I've learned about different types of readers, in my experience, is as follows:

Tarot Readings - Tarot card readers are a no go if you're looking for future predictions. Cards would typically only be good for the here and now. At the same time, if you take one card and show it to 10 readers, each one will have their own interpretation. I do not trust tarot readings and I stay far away from them. They've literally NEVER been accurate for me. (Including Yona).

Empaths - Only good for the here and now thoughts/feelings but NOT seeing future events.

Clairvoyant - These are my go-to type of readers. NO TOOL clairvoyants because they see fated future events (If they are real and a spiritually evolved reader).

Mediums - Best for communications with deceased loved ones.

Remote viewers - Great for seeing what a person's up to, lost objects, where someone is at etc.

Timing - Time does not exist in the spiritual world so timing can be difficult for ANY reader to pin down. Some clairvoyants can actually see years out and not even realize that they're seeing that far out. They may think it's a week or a month or a few months away. I recommend not holding too tightly to timing (as hard as that is and I know from experience that is no easy task).

Astrology - I'm a huge fan of it. It can be used to determine energies we are entering to where certain things have a better chance of happening than during other times. We obviously all have sun signs which can dictate certain general, common traits we'll carry. However, we have ENTIRE CHARTS that have a huge part to play regarding compatibility.

Me personally, I will ONLY try out and use NO TOOLS readers that are clairvoyant (a must), but they can also INCLUDE being clairaudient (hearing), clairsentient (knowing), and an empath at the same time. But again, my number one rule is that they MUST BE clairvoyant and they MUST NOT use ANY tools. Additionally, please know that at LEAST 90% of these platform readers are unevolved spiritually and haven't really honed their abilities. We all have psychic abilities but we aren't all "tuned in". In fact, I've noticed that the older I get, the more my abilities increase but I admit, I've done no real work/practice to hone them into expertise. The reason most of us go on binges is because when we get one reading, that reading doesn't fully resonate with OUR OWN intuition so we go to another reader and on and on until we find one that matches what we really feel/know, deep down inside. You'd literally have to spend massive amounts of money sifting through tons of different readers to find "your reader" that connects very well with you. While it is true that people's energies are constantly changing, again, I believe there are certain fated events that a psychic should be able to see no matter how many times the energies change in between.

Part 2: Human behavior/psychology:
First thing I'd like to mention here is that the brain doesn't completely develop until the age of 25. Meaning, maturity levels will typically not be present prior to that age and will just begin to develop AFTER 25.

Second, men mature a lot slower than women. While a female may be ready to settle and have kids, marry etc. in their mid 20st and beyond, men typically are never at that point in their 20s and even the thought scares them. I personally would not recommend ANYONE settle down into marriage with children before the age of 30. Your 20s should be a time of exploring and learning who you are, having fun, building careers, etc. Not for marriage and children. I do understand different cultures are not the same and early marriage is common etc. but the times we live in now are much different than decades ago.

Third, we, as a society, have been taught many "games" to play when it comes to relationships in an attempt to "change the energies". Example: The NO CONTACT rule. If a person is going NO CONTACT, it should never be used as a form of "punishment" for the other person. If you're going NO CONTACT it should be because you really don't want to communicate with said person but rather because you are wanting to move on and heal. Another example is, breaking up with someone in an attempt to force change. If you break up with someone, it should be because you are either tired of their behavior and the dynamics of the relationship, or because you really do want to move on. It should never come with the expectation that the person you broke up with will then pursue you. All of these factors here have to do with levels of emotional maturity. Most of us don't have that in our 20s. I know I sure the hell didn't.

Fourth, most of us on this planet will experience multiple relationships for the purpose of our own growth, and that of the other person. If someone leaves you and moves on to someone else, then they need that experience with the other person for their growth and you needed to be without them for your own growth. Understand, pain is the only catalyst to growth. You literally cannot learn or grow without it. How you deal with it and how quickly you learn the lesson it's trying to teach you is completely up to you. But just know that repeating situations, types of men and relationships you attract will occur until you learn said lesson, change your attitudes and ways of handling things, and heal.

Fifth, it is imperative that you resolve your own self-esteem issues of not feeling good enough etc. We all get frustrated when we're in pain. You must convince yourself that you are worth so much more. Do things to work on your own self confidence and everything else will fall into place and you will attract what is meant for you. Please understand that EVERY relationship you've ever had was "meant to be" for that time. Sometimes that time lasts months, sometimes years, but rarely a lifetime unless you meet much later in life. It does happen in early years but it's rare. You work on your own maturity levels etc. Please remember, you will only attract people that are on your same frequency. Anxiety and fear (which I suffer will badly) will only attract those same low vibe people to you. Trust me, I continue to experience this myself. You will always attract what you ARE, not what you want unless you have already become exactly what you want. You must ask yourself, would you want to be in a relationship with you? Dig deep, self reflect. I've had to face some really ugly parts of myself and work on changing those. Still working on that to this day. I think self improvement is a life long journey that has not stopping point. 

Part 3: Your two POIs

POI 1 - When a man, rather I should say boy in your case because it's highly likely he's only in his 20s as well, leaves you out of nowhere, it's because he isn't ready to commit. Something tells me you've probably had many talks with him about marriage and children. I'm pretty sure he wasn't ready for those kinds of conversations nor that type of commitment, and at his age, he wasn't going to be able to be transparent about that because transparency requires maturity. Additionally, he's a Pisces. Those signs are commitment phobes to begin with lol. (Speaking from pure experience here). They are slippery fish, hard to nail down. They also tend to be very timid and will not be that open, ever. They are just not built that way. It's highly probable that the relationship he's in now will not last either. Pisces are typically sweethearts though and I do believe he did not mean to hurt you and when he said you deserve someone better and not like him, I do believe he meant it but what he was really trying to say was, you deserve someone that is on your same page regarding commitment, marriage, children and he wasn't on that same page.

POI 2 - You said you broke up with him because of morals etc. At the same time, somehow you're expecting him to reach out to you, if I read that correctly. That isn't how it works. If you break up with someone, it should be because you're done, you don't want that anymore, etc. but not with the expectation that the person will then pursue you. If you miss POI 2 and you broke up with HIM, then YOU should be the one reaching out to make amends and see if there's a way to move forward.

Believe it or not, your love life is not a joke. It's that you are very young still (like I know you keep hearing). I don't discount your feelings at all. I'm just trying to help you be more realistic with things. At your age, honestly, you should be focusing on career, building a stable life, etc. so that when the time comes, you're completely set up to have children and able to care for them financially etc. Do not depend on the help of a man for these things because life happens. You could fall in love tomorrow, get married, have 2.5 kids, have the house, and 5 or 10 years later you get divorced, or that man dies, or that man becomes disabled and can't help. You gotta be prepared for anything and everything. I wish someone would have told me these things when I was your age. I had zero guidance. I had my son when I was 16. It was a disaster. I've still never been married yet but I do know it's coming. I still get readings but I only read with two people now and I won't read with anyone else. I just went on a binge myself to which the majority of them were wrong. I got impatient and didn't want to wait for my regular to be available. Wasted about 500 bucks on nonsense. :/

I would recommend that you stop reading with the same readers that you've been going to that have proven to be inaccurate time and time again. You're wasting your time and money. It's also clear that they're causing you massive confusion and that isn't going to help with your anxiety issues. You're welcome to private message me should you wish to talk more. I'd love to try to be a light in your time of darkness.

Just keep in your mind, you WILL cross paths with someone someday that you will marry. Try your best to really focus on your self-confidence, healing any past traumas, career, and FUN. Blessings to you dear.

[Dawnlegacy]

Hi sweetie. When I read your story here, I felt your pain. I first would like to say that I'm very sorry your heart is hurting. I've been there plenty of times in my life. You're in your mid 20s, I'll be 47 on January 26th. I've had a few decades of heartbreaks. Since you're open to feedback, I'd like to share mine. I'm very straight forward so anything I say is not meant to hurt you, rather to help you. I'm going to break this down into parts.

Part 1: Psychic readings - I still get readings myself. I've been getting readings for about 18 years. I do believe there are fated events and a real psychic should be seeing that event take place no matter what happens in the interim. What I've learned about different types of readers, in my experience, is as follows:

Tarot Readings - Tarot card readers are a no go if you're looking for future predictions. Cards would typically only be good for the here and now. At the same time, if you take one card and show it to 10 readers, each one will have their own interpretation. I do not trust tarot readings and I stay far away from them. They've literally NEVER been accurate for me. (Including Yona).

Empaths - Only good for the here and now thoughts/feelings but NOT seeing future events.

Clairvoyant - These are my go-to type of readers. NO TOOL clairvoyants because they see fated future events (If they are real and a spiritually evolved reader).

Mediums - Best for communications with deceased loved ones.

Remote viewers - Great for seeing what a person's up to, lost objects, where someone is at etc.

Timing - Time does not exist in the spiritual world so timing can be difficult for ANY reader to pin down. Some clairvoyants can actually see years out and not even realize that they're seeing that far out. They may think it's a week or a month or a few months away. I recommend not holding too tightly to timing (as hard as that is and I know from experience that is no easy task).

Astrology - I'm a huge fan of it. It can be used to determine energies we are entering to where certain things have a better chance of happening than during other times. We obviously all have sun signs which can dictate certain general, common traits we'll carry. However, we have ENTIRE CHARTS that have a huge part to play regarding compatibility.

Me personally, I will ONLY try out and use NO TOOLS readers that are clairvoyant (a must), but they can also INCLUDE being clairaudient (hearing), clairsentient (knowing), and an empath at the same time. But again, my number one rule is that they MUST BE clairvoyant and they MUST NOT use ANY tools. Additionally, please know that at LEAST 90% of these platform readers are unevolved spiritually and haven't really honed their abilities. We all have psychic abilities but we aren't all "tuned in". In fact, I've noticed that the older I get, the more my abilities increase but I admit, I've done no real work/practice to hone them into expertise. The reason most of us go on binges is because when we get one reading, that reading doesn't fully resonate with OUR OWN intuition so we go to another reader and on and on until we find one that matches what we really feel/know, deep down inside. You'd literally have to spend massive amounts of money sifting through tons of different readers to find "your reader" that connects very well with you. While it is true that people's energies are constantly changing, again, I believe there are certain fated events that a psychic should be able to see no matter how many times the energies change in between.

Part 2: Human behavior/psychology:
First thing I'd like to mention here is that the brain doesn't completely develop until the age of 25. Meaning, maturity levels will typically not be present prior to that age and will just begin to develop AFTER 25.

Second, men mature a lot slower than women. While a female may be ready to settle and have kids, marry etc. in their mid 20st and beyond, men typically are never at that point in their 20s and even the thought scares them. I personally would not recommend ANYONE settle down into marriage with children before the age of 30. Your 20s should be a time of exploring and learning who you are, having fun, building careers, etc. Not for marriage and children. I do understand different cultures are not the same and early marriage is common etc. but the times we live in now are much different than decades ago.

Third, we, as a society, have been taught many "games" to play when it comes to relationships in an attempt to "change the energies". Example: The NO CONTACT rule. If a person is going NO CONTACT, it should never be used as a form of "punishment" for the other person. If you're going NO CONTACT it should be because you really don't want to communicate with said person but rather because you are wanting to move on and heal. Another example is, breaking up with someone in an attempt to force change. If you break up with someone, it should be because you are either tired of their behavior and the dynamics of the relationship, or because you really do want to move on. It should never come with the expectation that the person you broke up with will then pursue you. All of these factors here have to do with levels of emotional maturity. Most of us don't have that in our 20s. I know I sure the hell didn't.

Fourth, most of us on this planet will experience multiple relationships for the purpose of our own growth, and that of the other person. If someone leaves you and moves on to someone else, then they need that experience with the other person for their growth and you needed to be without them for your own growth. Understand, pain is the only catalyst to growth. You literally cannot learn or grow without it. How you deal with it and how quickly you learn the lesson it's trying to teach you is completely up to you. But just know that repeating situations, types of men and relationships you attract will occur until you learn said lesson, change your attitudes and ways of handling things, and heal.

Fifth, it is imperative that you resolve your own self-esteem issues of not feeling good enough etc. We all get frustrated when we're in pain. You must convince yourself that you are worth so much more. Do things to work on your own self confidence and everything else will fall into place and you will attract what is meant for you. Please understand that EVERY relationship you've ever had was "meant to be" for that time. Sometimes that time lasts months, sometimes years, but rarely a lifetime unless you meet much later in life. It does happen in early years but it's rare. You work on your own maturity levels etc. Please remember, you will only attract people that are on your same frequency. Anxiety and fear (which I suffer will badly) will only attract those same low vibe people to you. Trust me, I continue to experience this myself. You will always attract what you ARE, not what you want unless you have already become exactly what you want. You must ask yourself, would you want to be in a relationship with you? Dig deep, self reflect. I've had to face some really ugly parts of myself and work on changing those. Still working on that to this day. I think self improvement is a life long journey that has not stopping point. 

Part 3: Your two POIs

POI 1 - When a man, rather I should say boy in your case because it's highly likely he's only in his 20s as well, leaves you out of nowhere, it's because he isn't ready to commit. Something tells me you've probably had many talks with him about marriage and children. I'm pretty sure he wasn't ready for those kinds of conversations nor that type of commitment, and at his age, he wasn't going to be able to be transparent about that because transparency requires maturity. Additionally, he's a Pisces. Those signs are commitment phobes to begin with lol. (Speaking from pure experience here). They are slippery fish, hard to nail down. They also tend to be very timid and will not be that open, ever. They are just not built that way. It's highly probable that the relationship he's in now will not last either. Pisces are typically sweethearts though and I do believe he did not mean to hurt you and when he said you deserve someone better and not like him, I do believe he meant it but what he was really trying to say was, you deserve someone that is on your same page regarding commitment, marriage, children and he wasn't on that same page.

POI 2 - You said you broke up with him because of morals etc. At the same time, somehow you're expecting him to reach out to you, if I read that correctly. That isn't how it works. If you break up with someone, it should be because you're done, you don't want that anymore, etc. but not with the expectation that the person will then pursue you. If you miss POI 2 and you broke up with HIM, then YOU should be the one reaching out to make amends and see if there's a way to move forward.

Believe it or not, your love life is not a joke. It's that you are very young still (like I know you keep hearing). I don't discount your feelings at all. I'm just trying to help you be more realistic with things. At your age, honestly, you should be focusing on career, building a stable life, etc. so that when the time comes, you're completely set up to have children and able to care for them financially etc. Do not depend on the help of a man for these things because life happens. You could fall in love tomorrow, get married, have 2.5 kids, have the house, and 5 or 10 years later you get divorced, or that man dies, or that man becomes disabled and can't help. You gotta be prepared for anything and everything. I wish someone would have told me these things when I was your age. I had zero guidance. I had my son when I was 16. It was a disaster. I've still never been married yet but I do know it's coming. I still get readings but I only read with two people now and I won't read with anyone else. I just went on a binge myself to which the majority of them were wrong. I got impatient and didn't want to wait for my regular to be available. Wasted about 500 bucks on nonsense. :/

I would recommend that you stop reading with the same readers that you've been going to that have proven to be inaccurate time and time again. You're wasting your time and money. It's also clear that they're causing you massive confusion and that isn't going to help with your anxiety issues. You're welcome to private message me should you wish to talk more. I'd love to try to be a light in your time of darkness.

Just keep in your mind, you WILL cross paths with someone someday that you will marry. Try your best to really focus on your self-confidence, healing any past traumas, career, and FUN. Blessings to you dear.

Hi , yes I broke up with POI 2 not because I wanted to but because I felt I had to. I was hoping they’d reach out and apologize and attempt to make amends as during our conversation I attempted to communicate to which they weren’t listening to reason , logic, evidence of the situation  etc. I have contemplated reaching out but there’s no sense as I don’t feel I should have to. I’ll whine to psychics but I won’t let a man see it. I will call psychics but I won’t chase him. I wanted to show that I wouldn’t take the crap, I have to stand up for myself .  I wanted them to step up , put their pride aside and own up to what they did so we could move forward, they wouldn’t so I had to do what’s best for my self respect and morals. My heart may want them but my mind is proud of myself for not taking the crap.

I do agree with the tarot/ card reader thing, I think that’s why Phoenixia tends to change her readings and seemingly base it upon what I tell her. She picks up bits and pieces which makes me believe she has some ability but anytime she’s wrong it’s “the cards are not for fortune telling”

Yona has worked for me, I thought she has abilities but used a crystal ball and cards for a clearer reading?

I’m already in my career and have a home. I’ve traveled , partied and did so much at any early age ,at this point I’m ready to be in the bed by 8pm. LOL I’m just so over this phase of life. Thank you for the support.

[Dawnlegacy]

Hi! Im sorry you're going through this. Im more than happy to decipher the readings. Ive read with both Gemini Moon and Log lady.

Also, I don't want to sound like a broken record but you're young!   Not to discount your feelings for the first poi, I think your fear of rejection is what triggering you, not because you love him. I have the same fear. It is very hard to overcome especially when navigating modern dating.  I understand how your confidence took a hit when these men just withdrew from you.

I can promise you this when you look back even a year from now, you're going to laugh.

Hello everyone,
I am so sorry this is so long but I am deeply hurt and I appreciate anyone who reads this.
 I have been on a psychic binge lately, I have terrible anxiety and heartbreaks don't make it any better of course. I don't go to psychics for advice, I don't want the generic "it gets better" , I can get that from my mom and friends. Readings became somewhat of a way to alleviate the anxiety. Now my readings have become so confusing because its as if each advisor overlaps a bit but I can't get the full picture. I would love help with deciphering my readings altogether if anyones up for it. I can PM you screenshots/recordings

Backstory: I have two POI
POI 1
POI 2.... or as my friends and I say "Thing 1 and thing 2" because they just so happen to have the same nickname for their full names. (you may also learn through this that my life is a joke because what are the odds)

POI 1:I met in 2022, dated for a while in 2023. I have never really been in love but with this man I saw the marriage and the kids and the getting old together.
I ask Pheonixia on Psychic live about him (I don't want to get my heart broken) : "cards show an indication of true love relationship to which they say is in momentum...u can get what you desire from this."  I pursued the relationship 

Then suddenly he broke up with me out of nowhere. We weren't arguing, and he was supposed to meet my family the following week. I went from being happy in love to heartbroken extremely quick. I mean this man was at home on Friday saying he loved me and wanted to be together to the following Monday he wanted to break up suddenly. It felt like leaving a dream and entering a nightmare. This led to the first binge....I got fed fairytales by so many.

Tattoo psychic said its because of another woman. Most others said they did not pick up on another woman and that rather POI 1 loved me, got scared, felt insecure and ran. I believed tattoo psychic to which I kept asking POI 1 and he kept saying there was not another woman. We stopped speaking, my binge continued, wondering when he'd come back. We spoke here and there (because of me reaching out ) to which he tried to do the "I care about you, I just don't want a relationship. "  Says theres no other woman and that maybe one day we can get back together once he gets his stuff together...lo and behold months later I find out he's dealing with another woman when I get the "we have to stop talking" text (after saying he was so sorry and wanted to get on good terms with me). We argue because clearly he just didn't want me. Tells me that "things just happened" and "You don't deserve a guy like me" says he didn't feel good enough being with me and that I am a wonderful girl who shouldn't have to deal with someone like him....and that broke me. The person I was in love with, was with when he had nothing (which he acknowledged that I loved him unconditionally through everything), picked another woman. I end up with commitment issues with fear of getting attached to people again, my anxiety develops, I can't sleep, I cry all the time, my self esteem is shattered..what did I do wrong to deserve this?... I slip into depression. I hate love, I never want it again.

I go on another binge
Tattoo psychic - He will reach out to you again for sex.

Pheonixia - Gloom and doom , he came to a realization, he's depressed. Things ultimately will never work between us ( when I asked how could it change to this after being so positive she basically gave me the energies change, cards only read on current energy. They're not for fortune telling...but yet she's supposed to be reading the future?) Also he's pisces and they change their minds a lot. Now she keeps saying I will meet an earth sign in season of Taurus...at this point I am not sure if I should trust her readings. She can pick up on things but...then it'll change drastically. I have been waiting on this earth sign since last year when this al begin.

Karen Hiles (empath) - She starts of by saying "I feel its important that you know, none of this is your fault" He has feelings for you but he doesn't acknowledge them. He is going from woman to woman to fulfill an empty part of himself because he's insecure. He was falling in love, got scared and left.

Uli- He deals with this other woman because she is a "skank" (her words) and he see's that as being someone more on his level. He still thinks of you at night. I will never be happy with him so I might as well let it go, we are not meant to be together.

September: First reading with Yona, I wanted just a general reading focused on love.....but of course my love life is a joke...he pops up.
She said she see's someone from my past popping up. They'll want to meet in person. He'll try to flirt and romance me. He'll want to meet in person, we'll talk but I will walk away still single. I didn't think anything of it. Yona didn't seem to pick up on POI 2

I start forcing myself to go out on dates. I connect with no one because I'm closed off and uninterested. I was always picky but now fear is added in. I still have feelings for POI 1 and feel pathetic for it.

October: I meet POI 2
Its a man that wanted me when I was with POI 1. He ask for a date. I look at it as "another date and then I will come home and cry"...but this time it was different. I enjoyed being around him. We started going on more dates, we talked about marriage, kids, moving. I still had my reservations but I entertained the thought of a relationship. The setback was that we had different views on life that could impact our future kids/marriage and this was my biggest concern, but POI would simply go "its no biggie, we'll work through it"...but I have heard this with POI 1 and look how that turned out. POI 2 said he could tell that I had been terribly hurt by someone because of my demeanor, loving but then would randomly pull back. He said it didn't feel like it was family trauma, but rather another man and that whoever had me hurt me badly... he was right and him noticing this without me telling him made me feel seen. Even now it causes my heart to regret ending things but my mind goes "it was what's best, morals were too different, that's risky"

 But then it happened, POI 2 has a bad habit of lacking transparency, that's my gripe with him. This causes me to withdraw "He'll hurt me too" (yes I am in therapy). This happened to which we agreed upon something and he went back on it, the agreed upon thing was based on morals and my concern is that it'd impact us in the future and even more so how we raise kids together. I ended it out of frustration, disappointment and him going "I never agreed with that". Mind you he was probably two glasses of whiskey in when we agreed so he genuinely probably didn't remember.

Psychic bing starts, Im torn morals Vs someone I like (and I don't like anyone typically)
Pheonixia - Gloom and doom , he may reach out but he is not for me. He's a gemini so he has "two faces" and this will cause issues. I should reconsider anything with him. ( her reading are only $5, 300 points .50 for each question. she picks up some stuff but her readings leave me confused when compared to others.)
Tattoo psychic : He will reach out, he misses me. Relationship will have its ups and downs but we'll workout. Timeframe is January (possibly Feb)
Manon : He will reach out, timeframe was December
Gemini Moon: He doesn't miss me at the time but he will eventually reach out. Timeframe is Feb.
log lady : he will reach out, he misses me. Relationship will have its ups and downs but be good. Timeframe : before or shortly after the new year.
Autumn rivers: He will reach out, possibly Feb
Monarch : he will reach out , January

Psychic binge stops, I miss POI 2 but theres no point in doing readings, all seem positive.
Dreams about POI 1 start...because my love life is a joke, I am living a telenovela.

Readings start....remember when Yona said "she see's someone from my past popping up. They'll want to meet in person. He'll try to flirt and romance me. He'll want to meet in person, we'll talk but I will walk away still single." and tattoo psychic said 'He will reach out to you again for sex."...the big show down is apparently on its way. Hence the dreams.
Binge begins:
Manon: He wants to reach out but is scared
Tattoo psychic : He has feelings for you, will return to resume our previous argument, we won't stop speaking after this. A relationship isn't likely without a lot of patience and even then it may not be the kind I feel happy in but POI 1 is hard to reach on and things change so its hard to say for sure. The energy around us is hard to read because its good and bad and confusing. Doesn't pick up on a female energy around him does pick up on a male energy (WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON)...I am sorry for cursing. Will attempt to use me for sex.
Pheonixia : Gloom and doom (per usual) he has feelings for me but wants to be with her because essentially I am not toxic enough for him, but the feelings pull him both ways and makes it hard to let me go. They will end up being life partners (possibly) as their relationship is prone to conflict so things can change.(remember she told me we'd be life partner at first) He will reach out to me for sex to fulfill a part of himself but ultimately he will go back to her.... but yet somehow theres a grey area because a relationship is possible and I can still get what I want and we be life partners but current energies are not looking great. ( I told her about the woman, I didn't tell any other psychic so I am wondering if she is using that information and going with it.)
Gemini moon : He will come to me upset about something in regards to me. looks like a conflict regarding another person, possibly rekindling our argument about the woman he's with or him feeling that I have another man interested in me and this will bother him, potentially also why we argue. He did or does have feelings for me but it could be surrounded by wanting sex, but this is how some people feel closeness.
Monarch : He will reach out because he is lonely
Lolas love tarot: There is still a connection between the two of you. See's contact, POI 1 has an attraction, chemistry is there but won't allow himself to genuinely love me. Potentially with time things can improve based upon her cards.
Jess111 : There is an energy of resistance (a lot of psychics keep using this phrase). He wants to reach out but keeps delaying it. He's being prideful. Still has feelings, they never left but he is internally struggling. He numbs any energy that has to do with romance to protect himself. The idea of being vulnerable with me scares him. Sex is an important part of a connection with him. That's how he feels like he can connect with me without being vulnerable. He distracts himself by talking to other woman but isn't focused or serious with one person, nor has feelings for anyone else. He thinks of me often, a relationship is possible but it'll take patience, but theres potential.
 
Last reading was with tattoo psychic again : ( I read on both this time) He told me to leave both of them a lone as now it shows POI 2 won't be reaching out this month. Shows I am in distress, anxiety is high. His advice is to move on from both as anyone causing mental turmoil isn't for me.

I can see this for POI 1 and am ready to let him go, despite what Jess and others say, I don't see any hope for us.

For POI 2 its hard to wanna believe that log lady is inaccurate since she's been so good for so many others. Also now I am upset that maybe I shouldn't have ended things because it wouldn't have caused a binge if I didn't. I deleted the app with Pheonixia on it and I am sure PO is next. I would only want to talk to Jess from there as she was very detailed and has such great reviews. Outside of that would be log lady and Yona, whom I have a top off with in Feb. For a while I was stuck between POI 1 and POI 2 but after writing this I have realize, I would pick POI 2 ANY DAY. I pray all the time that he comes back.

I am the single family member, and the single friend. I am so tired of going on trips and everyone else is in relationships, married, pregnant, with kids…. And then there’s me. I act like I’m not bothered but it’s hard. Everyone has someone, my mom goes “you’re young , the person will come”…. But love is never guaranteed. I’m in my mid 20’s … I’m ready to settle down.

I am sure I will be back to update this, thank you if you've read this far.

Idk because I’ve been rejected before, been through numerous breakups. My motto is “cry about it, suck it up, and keep it pushing” and “cry about it in the shower, chin up… life goes on” but this one just felt different. Thank you, I may PM you the screenshots but a part of me is already starting to move on from POI 2.

[Miss Philosopher]

Yeah if POI 2 was treating you like crap, you definitely did the right thing. I guess I'm just saying that when you do decide to end something, TRY REALLY HARD to do it because you're really done, without hopes of changed behavior caused by you leaving. I think all of us always hope that when we end something with someone it will cause them to take a look at how they are, not want to lose us, and make the proper changes. It's so normal. But then sometimes we end up disappointed because our leaving didn't have the effect that we'd hoped for and they end up not coming back around. It's just something I've learned the very hard way. I had to ask my current one to move out at the end of November because I couldn't take anymore. Of course I always secretly hope his behavior would shift and things would change after that but I ended things because I really did feel done and I didn't expect a return, just hoped for one but then even the hope went away after new year's eve because I'd just had it. Something snapped in me, and like a light switch, I just stopped caring. I don't think I had the energy to care anymore. I then just started focusing on healing and he's popped back up super fast, within just a day. But see, nothing has changed in a day so I'm not jumping back in. I'll be friendly but I will not emotionally invest anymore for now and for a long while, if ever. Unsure yet.

Regarding your POI 1, there very well may come a day that he returns to your life, but it could be years down the road once he's grown. I definitely would try moving on emotionally from that for the time being though. Whatever is meant to be, will be, no matter the timing. I had an ex return 10 years later. First round was when I was 18 years old, he was 21, I wanted a relationship, he didn't. But then 10 years later, we cross paths again, but this time, we both were on the same relationship page. It didn't work out as I ended it 3 years later because he was a bad alcoholic and now he's married to another alcoholic. lol. My point is, anything and everything is possible.

I would suggest getting a reading with Sincerity. She can be found on Keen. She's really expensive but for me, she's been super creepy accurate so far. My other favorite reader is retired and I don't have any other good recommendations out of the hundreds I've tried throughout the years. I do wish you the best and I know that a great man is gonna come your way and be ready for that marriage you're looking for. You may even want to consider a man that's older. If you're in your mid 20s, maybe try to find one that's in his early 30s. It's more likely he'd be ready to settle down (maybe) at that age. In my experience, men don't even begin to emotionally mature until around 40 but who the hell wants to wait that long lol.

[Dawnlegacy]

Thank you, I’ve read about sincerity on here but I’ve seen she’s hit or miss so  I’ve been hesitant  and I might just take a break from readings for a while so the energy can clear and be more readable. Getting readings too close together makes it hard to be read. I want to give it until the end of Feb. for any of my current readings to manifest.

Yeah if POI 2 was treating you like crap, you definitely did the right thing. I guess I'm just saying that when you do decide to end something, TRY REALLY HARD to do it because you're really done, without hopes of changed behavior caused by you leaving. I think all of us always hope that when we end something with someone it will cause them to take a look at how they are, not want to lose us, and make the proper changes. It's so normal. But then sometimes we end up disappointed because our leaving didn't have the effect that we'd hoped for and they end up not coming back around. It's just something I've learned the very hard way. I had to ask my current one to move out at the end of November because I couldn't take anymore. Of course I always secretly hope his behavior would shift and things would change after that but I ended things because I really did feel done and I didn't expect a return, just hoped for one but then even the hope went away after new year's eve because I'd just had it. Something snapped in me, and like a light switch, I just stopped caring. I don't think I had the energy to care anymore. I then just started focusing on healing and he's popped back up super fast, within just a day. But see, nothing has changed in a day so I'm not jumping back in. I'll be friendly but I will not emotionally invest anymore for now and for a long while, if ever. Unsure yet.

Regarding your POI 1, there very well may come a day that he returns to your life, but it could be years down the road once he's grown. I definitely would try moving on emotionally from that for the time being though. Whatever is meant to be, will be, no matter the timing. I had an ex return 10 years later. First round was when I was 18 years old, he was 21, I wanted a relationship, he didn't. But then 10 years later, we cross paths again, but this time, we both were on the same relationship page. It didn't work out as I ended it 3 years later because he was a bad alcoholic and now he's married to another alcoholic. lol. My point is, anything and everything is possible.

I would suggest getting a reading with Sincerity. She can be found on Keen. She's really expensive but for me, she's been super creepy accurate so far. My other favorite reader is retired and I don't have any other good recommendations out of the hundreds I've tried throughout the years. I do wish you the best and I know that a great man is gonna come your way and be ready for that marriage you're looking for. You may even want to consider a man that's older. If you're in your mid 20s, maybe try to find one that's in his early 30s. It's more likely he'd be ready to settle down (maybe) at that age. In my experience, men don't even begin to emotionally mature until around 40 but who the hell wants to wait that long lol.