I have read nothing but good things about Seha and one of my friends reads with her on occasion…so I decided to make my last reading with Seha…and I am glad I did. I feel like I ended things on a positive note with both Nina and Seha.
Seha was quick and right to the point. She picked up that not only love was weighing heavily on my mind, but Career and finances too. She picked up that I was very stressed and asked if I wanted to talk about all or just focus on one area.
We focused on love relationship. She said that picks up on a man in my life…there is some distance between us but we are not together but she sees a pause in communication (which is accurate) She also picked up feelings of hurt and disappointment. She then picked up on another guy. She said please tell me that you are not calling about the first guy in regards to hurt and disappointment…and I said yes I am. (she had a worried tone in her voice when picking up on him)
She asked for his name and DOB and then went on the same way as everyone else. He is not exactly ready…and when it comes to you the feelings and the love is still there…and when he looks at you and talks to you and spends time with you…he knows that you come with marriage and commitment etc.
She picked up on the breakup and how he didn’t mean the things that he said and he just wasn’t ready. He was scared. It was fear and insecurities.
She said that she sees him making contact really soon. The distance and pause in everything was just so he can work through things…(than she had a relief sound in her voice)
Thankfully we continued with this person who has brought you hurt and disappointment because apparently he is also the new person that is coming in. He has spent time working and transforming himself…and that person that I saw when we were together will no longer be around. His head is in a better more positive place…and so is his heart.
She said that the distance the last few weeks is not due to a girl…its because of himself and some things around him….possibly work.
She said that he is going to reach our really soon (and he did that day) and it will be random and safe (and it was) and it will slowly pick up and be more consistent.
She picks up the same time frames as Nina, Kelli, Kinsey, and StarShadow. More contact in April…seeing him in May and working through things in June and it becoming a committed relationship by end of June.
She said for me not to reach out…because I don’t have to. The random emails are safe and he still needs to work through some things but its to let me know that he is there and by me responding it lets him know that things are still ok. He needs to work through it at his own pace.
I had some more time so I asked her if he is going to open up and talk to me about the breakup and everything…and she said yes. It is not easy for him…but yes…he knows that he has to.
I also asked if he cheated on me when we were together and she asked me “Is that really important for you to know?” I explained that I know it is irrelevant. We broke up a year and a half ago and it wouldn’t change the outcome and it wouldn’t change how I felt at that time and how I feel now…I don’t trust him…and it doesn’t have anything to do with lying or cheating…it has to do with the way that the he hurt me…it has to do with the things he said and how he said them…but I was just curious…and she said NO…he didn’t…but she said that there were women during our breakup but it was just a couple and it was casual (extremely casual) and physical…there were not feelings and nothing on his part…he couldn’t stop thinking of me and he compared all of them to me…
She then reassured me that I have absolutely nothing to worry about and that I need to just stay positive and focus on myself because it will all come together when the time is right.
I felt really good about everything…I do believe in what she said…and I will stay positive in thinking of the outcome.
So far the random emails have come through….but the responses are too spaced and I was so sure I was going to hear from him last night…and I didn’t
I don’t understand that part. But I have done more than my share…and al I can really do is just be patient and continue to focus on me.
I just really miss him and still deeply love him….there is no way that my “dream team” can be wrong (I would be devastated if they are)…there is too much consistency and the little things are happening.
I am very satisfied with Seha’s reading…and now…only time will tell.
