I like infinitestar. Based on Aaron’s review, I decided to get one last reading before my life gets consumed by responsibilities and obligations for the next several months. I think she really encourages you to move on, stop dwelling on a situation, and to reevaluate why you were hanging onto something that may not have been worth hanging onto. Much of what she said was true. Although it was true, it lacked the insight provided by Zadalia, Lady P, and Kira. I can almost hear how infinitestar would respond to my criticism. She’d say, stop wasting your time trying to gain insight. Actions speak louder than words. Silence is a response and provides the only answer you need. He owes you no explanation. All that’s true. But sometimes it isn’t true. So while I do believe she’s accurate about a lot, I think she takes a negative spin when it comes to POI’s in an attempt to help you detach. Much of what she said was also said by Z and Kira, they just provided more insight and an explanation. They also were able to understand my perspective when it comes to this POI and the fact that I don’t want to date anyone right now and I’m not the type to jump into anything. I miss my friend and I miss having someone to banter with and bounce ideas off of. She seemed to misread my intentions. Infinitestar just didn’t have the patience, or didn’t see the reason to have the patience, to dig one level deeper. I think she could get very deep, she just didn’t see the point in doing so and very heavily encouraged me to write the friendship I had with my POI off, look back on it with a smile, but be done with it. 80% of her reading resonated with me, while 20% was way off the mark. So what am I going to do? Well hell. I’m going to listen to her and continue to detach. I guess I’m kind of using her reading as a crutch to focus on the negative attributes of my POI. It actually makes it easier to just play along by convincing myself that he’s moved on from our friendship, he’s not looking back, and he did me a favor by exiting my life. I am so much better without him. He’d only drag me down with him. I’d go into debt because of him (how? He’s never borrowed a penny from me and would never ask) Yeah, I don’t really agree with any of that, but like I said, it’s easier to play along. Me detaching won’t keep what’s meant to happen from happening, whatever that may be. I’ll add that Kira and Z are also proponents of me detaching, but they knew that I’ve already been doing so. But like I said, I like infinitestar and she told me exactly what I needed to hear. If I read with Kira, she’d most likely lack patience with me as well. I know what I need to be doing, which is moving forward. My guides were most likely super pissed yesterday when I got this reading and told infinitestar as much. 😜 Dammit Yaz, what you doing getting readings about shit when you already know the answer. That $60 could have been used for a mani and a pedi. Stop your OCD game and live your life. Hahaha. Yeah, I annoy myself on a daily basis sometimes.
