Thank you all so much for your love and support. That’s why I like coming here talking to you guys.
She had ovarian cancer. My dad took excellent care of her but it was just her time and I’m glad she’s no longer in pain.
The funny thing is, the day before she passed, i kept telling myself I needed to see her I had a strong urge, overwhelming really, to see her.
I hadn’t since Xmas. She had been living out in the country with my dad and new step-monster and me being the hard headed jackass I am didn’t want to step foot in her house so I didn’t go and missed a last opportunity to see her.
It’s also very hard for me because this dog was the last kind of link I had when my family (mom, dad, brother, myself and the two dogs) were together. My parents had divorced a couple of years ago and I have had problems with both and on/off relationships with both due to poor decisions they have made.
But that’s neither here nor there. Interestingly enough, as sad as I am, the passing of my Jilly has helped me straighten out other areas in my mind, other priorities. It’s weird.
Thank you all for your condolences, it really does mean a lot.
