I think you just need time to not read with anyone for a while!
Really, it’s where I’ve been and I also know if I read with someone when I’m overly emotional it just backfired and they pick up on that. It’s not good to have a reading while you’re feeling so upset, it can make it so much more difficult to get an accurate reading. I can’t even read my own cards when I’m like that.
It’s just best to separate yourself from it all and let things play out how they shall, you don’t want to make yourself get in a rut.
While some have been very accurate, we really shouldn’t depend on them to know the answers to our lives because they don’t. No one does and you have the power to change your reality and make what you have better for yourself, not them. I started seeing a therapist this year and working out and spending more time with friends. I also picked up more work and I’m so busy now that I see things readers say fall into place more and more because I’m just letting whatever will be, be. I used to read with them all the time when things took a turn and it never did me any good.
Please know I completely understand and I have tormented myself only to realize it’s so much harder on making myself upset than it was to make myself happy. You really do have the power to change your life and don’t doubt that!!