So, I found a psychic near my area. Where I live is mostly urban so there are street front psychics, but I found her online. She had great reviews and I can't find anything negative about her.
A few months ago, I was in a really dark place.
When I was not in contact with my POI I had no idea what to do or where to turn.
She was really nice and supportive since we met - our first reading together was really positive and she basically said I was meant to be with this man. We were still in contact at the time and I was in a whirlwind of overthinking.
I do believe she may have a gift - she was able to help me connect to him and my higher self during meditations and was really pivotal in my spiritual growth to a degree.
HOWEVER - when I was not in contact with my POI, I was really vulnerable. On one occasion she said that he had 'lost his soul' and the only way for him to reconnect with it was to 'cast it out and bury it'.
This is where I started to get an off vibe. But she had been there for me for a while at this point, and I felt she was mostly genuine.
Long story short, she convinced me that we needed to do a ritual and used me as a channel to draw out his 'negative energy' using an egg.
From the get-go I felt this was weird, but she hadn't led me astray so far...
Then, she claimed in order for the negativity to not come back it needed to have a proper burial. She had to do it under the table through her church and it would cost 6,000 dollars because it needed to be done using a real coffin.
So I was feeling uneasy and told her I don't have a lot of money and she offered to have me pay in installments.
I agreed because I really felt backed into a corner, but now the whole thing just doesn't feel right. I'm not sure what the right thing to do is here... I do not want to ditch her without saying anything, but really this is just a crazy amount of money for something that really smells like BS. For instance, she would not accept payment via quickpay or paypal (wanted only cash) and would not provide a written statement from a church official that the burial was happening... no record of a coffin, etc.
By the way, I know it was silly of me to go with this from the start but I was really and truly in a scary place mentally & emotionally. But now I have gotten past that and all I am left with is just... ugh. Uneasiness.
I really think the whole burial thing is BS regardless of whatever other gifts she may have. So my moral dilemma here is whether to tell her I am unwilling to pay and face the concequences, or to just move on and ignore her forever (she has my personal phone number).
Please, no hateful comments as I know how silly and gullible I was for this.
