OMG you should really try to look for healing. Like Reiki or chakra clearing. Maybe you should start researching aura and chakras. It is our metaphysical body, healing like that brings a great clarity of mind, acceptance, your thoughts aren't racing anymore, it's just peace. There is so much you can do for yourself.
I used my survey on Meredith, and basically wasted it, she picked up the main issue, but reading was way too general.