Thanks @Serendipity. I may still read with Angel Readings in the future as some of the things she said was right for me. I truly believe there is no 100% of any reader, each reader may not connect same with each individual, some may work better than other. Everyone has their favorite, i don't have one yet. I am not going to keep trying new readers as yet because I have decided to slow down my readings. Until late Jan, i was still doing 3-4 readings a week, and one day i just had this thought and i had enough. I want to break this, my last reading was 3rd Feb. The yesterday incident prompted me to go back readings but I didn't at the end. Because i know that readings will not help my situation, only myself can control the emotions and thoughts. I had been the worst, and this was nothing to me anymore. Sometimes you want to forget the past and move on, but when you know past still present in present, and past is going to happen in future, that's how we stuck. But probably this will be my last try, to forgive whatever happened, and to forgive whatever going to happen in the future.