Hi Everyone!
I have been on here for a few months and decided it was time to share my story. I started reading with psychics when I was in my early twenties (now a few months shy of 30). I did this because I was working in LA and a few celebrities I knew at the time read with Thomas John and I had a lot of death in my family and wanted to be connected with them. I read with him I would say about 4-5 times. In one of my readings with him we discussed relationships. He asked me if I had ever had a soulmate before I said I don't know, I felt like maybe I had. He told me that there are two guys that will come into my life (1 person I already knew he would be a dud and 1 I did not). The person I did not know is my soul mate. Gave me his initials, described him to me, and said that was it. He mentioned he was far away from me at the time (again I lived in California).
Few months later I end up moving away from California unexpectedly. I move back home and a guy I've known for years started to show interest in me, I felt the same. All in all he became a dud just like TJ said. I then moved to another city and finally had the courage to start dating again. The first guy I went on a date with had the initials that TJ gave me and seemed to have described him pretty well. Kind of blew me away because it had been like 5-6 years at this point so I thought he was full of shit!
Well I get an email from TJ randomly one day (it was just a generic email he sends to all his subscribers) and it was talking about another psychic that he recommends trying. She was doing a deal so I was like what the heck I haven't done this in a long time and my grandma had passed whom I was close to so I wanted to see if she came through. Well this psychic immediately picked up on my POI (same guy with the initials TJ gave me) and described him PERFECTLY I mean details that at the time I didn't even know. She kept saying this is good good good and I became really excited about it.
My POI had been through a lot in a short amount of time and was super guarded. I felt like he liked me but didn't know what to do with it. I don't think he was looking for "me" when we met if that makes sense. This relationships was so confusing and painful for me because we would get close and then he would run away but he always came back. My psychic I read with that described him perfectly just kept saying she was seeing the big picture and that this was good and everything she always said seemed to line up.
This is when I hit my low point and just started reading nonstop. My anxiety was in full force because I had grown to really like him. I felt like we had met each other for a reason. I felt a spark that I am not sure I have ever felt before. But it wasn't instant it took a few dates to feel that. I read with other psychics and empaths some dug deep into the situation (one I still talk to) and others were just like nope (very cold). But the main ones I spoke to regularly just kept saying they see the big picture and that all will right itself in the end.
Well, we were on and off for the past year. Things seemed to be moving in the right direction. Everything my one psychic said would happen did and I felt like we were finally at the point of "this is it" it's about to get more serious. We hung out one night and I never heard from him again. 1 month later my friend sends me a video that a very young girl posted of her kissing him. None of my psychics warned me about this. No one said that this would happen. I've been absolutely devastated since because this was not supposed to happen! My psychics say that they don't see a real connection there that the relationship is on an "ego" level and that they still see the big picture.
This situation has been detrimental to my well being. Sounds dramatic but it has made me question myself in ways I never have before. I found myself comparing myself to a girl that is my little sister's age. I have worked so hard to become the woman I am so it just sucks to have to see this relationship developing on social media. A relationship I never saw coming. I thought he was not in the right head space to even be in one not just with me but anyone. So that's where I am at now.
I read and article yesterday that sometimes psychics see the "big picture'' but they don't see all the bullshit in between. I like this but also I don't because I don't want to be hopeful. But there were so many coincidences and things between us I felt like I had finally met my person so part of me still wants to remain hopeful.
