Hi Cocoapple and gals....Tippy here....I am so darn busy at work today but I just had to see what was going on on the forum today...and yes, I must say I am a bit sad...this forum really has kept me going the last month or so since I found you...I so enjoyed reading everyone's comments about their psychic experiences...and I enjoyed reading about everyone's personal journeys as well...I do agree that things got a little out of hand and a lot of the conversation didn't pertain to what we all came here for which was to discuss psychics, and psychic experiences, and predictions, and outcomes....and honestly you guys...you know...those that have read my posts before...one year ago I started on that CP psychic rampage as we call it...my sm left me after 5 years...just like that...found another woman, told me goodbye...and left my world in shambles...I am over 40 and I was really in love for the first time in my life..with this man...but he is gone...I started calling CP exactly one year ago this month....I started with Angel..and found her to be very calming..and then I was intrigued, so I called Jayzie..and I talked to her maybe three times...but she had a different story for me each time and I felt she was kind of rude to me on the phone...(just my experience) so I moved on and that was when Natalie first started and Oh man, I thought I hit the jackpot with her...she was so sweet, and quick and immediately told me as Angel and Jayzie did...that he would be back...give it 6-8 weeks..and I would call Natalie every 2 to 3 days it seemed...and the weeks went by and I found out from sm's mom that the new woman and her two kids (and he had two young kids) was moving in with him...and I freaked out...it was horrible and I called Natalie and said, "hey...this new girlfriend is moving in with him"...and she would say..."well, it won't last"...so then, I called Jacqueline...and Jacqueline was so much more mature and so calming and she told me the same thing..."Oh, he still loves you...he feels so bad about leaving you...No he's not in love with this woman...they will part...give it another 8 weeks..."...so then I started talking to Jacqueline once a week and Natalie still a couple tiimes a week and the weeks went by and the months went by and then I found out in September...that sm and girlfriend had just rented a new bigger house for them and the 4 kids...and I was like WHAT!!!!...and Jacuqeline said that almost as soon as they moved into the new house she would be gone...she said she saw boxes everywhere and they would have a huge fight and they would be done and they would both wonder what they were doing with each other and he would be back within 2 weeks of their breakup...and in the meantime I had also started talking to Abrielle...and she was telling me the same thing...and she went as far as to tell me that by December of 2010 she was 90% sure that we would be back together, happy as clams, and talking marriage by March 2011...Well, guys to make a long story short...since the day sm said goodbye to me June 2nd 2010...we have never texted, talked, seen each other...passed each other on the road...nothing..nada...zilch...he and girlfriend are still together...and I did hear from a friend that he told them that he will never marry her...she is not the ultimate girl for him...but not one of those predictions ever came true...not one of those predictions were even close...and so I still love him...but I'm not as devestated as I was a year ago...time does heal...but I will never fall out of love with him...and so time went on...and I met someone new in Feb of 2011...and this guy...omg..I am just crazy about him...but once again...this guy is a free bird...I am not kidding...this guy is very non committal...he does not believe in marriage...he's not a player...he's very old school, even though he is 10 years younger than me...we have quite the chemistry when we are together...but that is the point...we are not together very often...he comes and goes...he's on his on schedule and I just kind of sit back and wait...I don't call him, text him, get in his face...put any demands on him...I am just giving it time to grow...but since I met him I have been talking to Alison...I started talking to Alison in October of 2010 over another guy...that was very short lived in my life...she actually predicted his energy...but it didn't last and I just felt so at home with Alison...so since October I have called her once a week...and she always tells me that this new guy cares trememdously for me...that he is as close to me as he will ever be to a woman...that he will be long term...but honestly...I don't think he will...one week he'll call me every day....and the next week he'll call me a couple of times...it's aweful...cuz I am crazy for him...and I'm sure he sees it in my eyes and my actions when we are together...but I will never speak the words...for fear that he would run...and I'm not ready to let him go yet...I keep hoping that some new prince will enter my life and he will want to be with me...give me a normal relationship...(Ellen Hartwell said this new person will enter my life late in the summer of this year...and this new man will make me forget all about the current guy and he will be the end all...be all)...and you know what you guys...I don't believe it....I have read all of your testimonials...every last one of them here...and honestly we've all read with basically the same people...Natalie, Jacqueline, Abrielle, Anasela, Nina, William, Gail, Vickie Joy, etc....and really nobody is back with their sm...I haven't read about too many happy endings..seems as if we are all still in the waiting pattern..or moving on...I wonder to myself everytime I read the testimonials on CP for our favorites..how do all of these people get their predictions to come true...I am so jealous?? I haven't even made my weekly call to Alison this week or last week for that matter because as much as I truly love talking to her...I think all of this is a huge waste of money....and I have said it before and I am not proud of it...I have spent close to 14K or more on CP...and not ONE THING HAS COME TO PASS...it makes me sick when I think of dialing up another psychic...Oh yea, and I have talked to Ellen Hartwell about 3 times and I talked to Amy from PS...I loved Amy...but just too good to be true...Help me you guys...I so want to call someone...like Demi, Casey or maybe Ciarra or Seha...maybe Sabrina...(these are ones that i have not ever talked to) but I don't know what to do...it's scarry to start over with someone new...I feel like Alison is my safety net but Im just beginning to think that she's just telling me what I want to hear...and then we all know how it feels when you get that reading where the person says..."well, I'm just not seeing him sticking around"...like Danni said about 3 months ago about the man in my life right now...I called Danni...and she immediately said..."Oh my Gosh..he won't be around but maybe another 3 months...and then someone new will come in and don't bother calling another psychic about (current guy) because he's not worth it)! and I was like...."what??"...because Alison tells me and William and Amy told me that he does have loving feelings for me and he's not going anywhere, if anyone leaves it will be me....Oh...I've taken up too much space here..but just had to get this out...Any advice would be appreciated. Please keep posting everyone...I can not tell you how it gets me thru the days and nights...I miss you guys! Love, Tippy xo
