Hello Everyone,
I have not been here in over a year, I have missed many of you and others I still communicate with outside of this forum.
However, I am not here to share about my readings because I think those of you who have been on this forum for any length of time know that the readings do not turn out like the story that was told.
I let go of the demon that haunted me and that was the readings. I found a beautiful friend through this forum and she has been to hell and back with me through out the process. It is because of the friendship that I found here, not just one but several, that I stopped the vicious cycle of disappointment and unrealistic expectations.
The reality of how much readings impact our lives became apparent Sunday, Feb 14, 2016. Sunday started out nice, flowers from my love, cards, candy and my children making breakfast for me after all it was Valentines Day right? I received a text message and the news brought me to tears, disbelief, shock, anger and many other emotions and feelings. The message was one that no one wants to receive, my friend took her life. Many of us here knew her and loved her because she always spoke the truth about her addiction to readings and the fact that everyone sold her a fairy tale.
I have had a few day to digest the news but the ache in my heart is tremendous. I am writing this today in hopes that one person here will see just how much readings can and will control you, and in this instance was the conduit to a beautiful life that ended too soon.
I started with this forum at the inception, left, and came back again. I have made some beautiful friendships here, and some that have impacted my life tremendously. I am reminded and blessed that this addiction did not claim my happiness, hope, and life.
I urge all of you here to claim you destiny, take control of your happiness and stop putting it in the hands of someone who strings you along with false hope. I challenge you to stop readings for one month, and find a friend here who shares the addiction and can help when you have the urge to call someone. Find a healthy way to cope with whatever you are dealing with, invest in you and not the words of someone who simply hangs up the phone and collects your hard earned money. Trust me when I say it will NEVER pan out the way they tell you it will, I can guarantee it! What I can tell you is that your life will be full of confusion, disappointment, anxiety, and most of all depression.
Divine, Synergy, and many others that I can not think of at this moment....thank you for your friendship, you have helped me more than you will ever know. Divine, you were my lighthouse during many stormy nights and I love you for loving me.
Please take today and think about where this journey is leading you. If the answers are: waiting and timelines are passing, nothing is happening, you are in debt, you are sad, you are not living in the moment, and you are viciously calling readers for answers....it is time to stop. Make your life yours, not what someone is telling you it will be.
My beautiful friend and forum member, I will miss you and our long talks. I am sorry that you could not see past the disappointments and you did not see how much everyone loved you. I pray that you are dancing in heaven and I pray that your story will be the lighthouse that someone else cant seem to find on a dark, stormy night. I will miss you and I love you.
Kickingthehabit
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