@Bjr, I emailed her back after he broke up with me and all she said was she doesn't feel that was what's in his heart. After that it was consoling me and giving me advice. I called her back again wanting to know if that's it between us and she said not any time soon and i also asked if i will hear from him and she said we are both hurting at the moment. Today, a friend of mine msg me saying he left a msg on my fb telling me good luck and stuff on my new job which i just started today. Im not going to respond and i'm not going to check fb. I'm just too afraid i will relapse....... and i know i will if i read it on fb myself.
On Friday, i read with london and she said i will get some sort of contact from him in 3 days.....
On Sunday, I read with Abrielle and she said in the next 24-48hrs i will miss him. Well today as i stare at my empty grey office (hasn't been decorated yet) and it's been raining all weekend and gray outside...and there was nothing for me to do since my computer has not been ordered yet......i find myself thinking of him....ALOT -_- to the point where i almost wanna call him but i called a friend instead. I thought today was super busy and i'll just dive into work so i told Abrielle no way!!! She also said he will try to contact me in 7hrs or so....does a fb msg count? lol
Cocoa