Josh yea no problem I just wanted to clear up what was told to me because I didn’t want to put words in her mouth that she did not say. But yea trust me, I for one definitely know it’s hard trying to heal from things that make you upset every time you think about it or someone who you might feel betrayed you and now they are the ones who seem to move on with life happily ever after but we never know what healing process could take place even though sometimes it seems like you’ll never get there. Trust me when I say, not a day goes by that I don’t think of if I will heal or if I’m possibly holding myself back. But I try to block out those thoughts and continue with how I have been able to deal with things. Might not be the best way for me to heal and ppl might not agree with how I’m dealing with my situation but at the same time I don’t care what other ppl think because they are not me and I am not them and I have to heal/deal in the best possible way that I can see fit. This is my story and I have to get over things the only way I know how. What works for someone else might not work for me and I’m ok with that. I say all of that to say this, continue to heal the best way you know possible and I promise once you look back two weeks from now you will see that you’re not where you were a couple of weeks ago and that right there shows growth/healing. Might not be at the pace you would like it to be but one things for sure and that is you have proof of growth. You can also think of that as a place of healing. I hope everyone on this board who is hoping, wishing and praying for something, whether that be a job opportunity, more money, poi coming back, new love or whatever it is get their heart desires plus more because it’s not a good feeling being at the bottom when you don’t deserve to be there. Good luck to you!