I’m sorry Rayban /:
I didn’t mean to sound harsh earlier, just don’t worry about the time!
I feel the same, I only have one single friend out of the girls I hang out with...everyone else is in a relationship / engaged / married
But guess what...they’re not exactly ideal relationships. The one who’s married doesn’t have a husband that treats her or her friends well and she complains about him all the time...the other one isn’t sure she likes her boyfriend enough to marry him...the other one has a fiancé who is super immature and acts like he’s still in college...and the other’s boyfriend won’t put a ring on it because his mother doesn’t like her and they have a baby together...
Basically, the grass isn’t always greener. Yes, these people are in relationships but they’re not rainbows and sunshine...in my opinion, they’re not ideal because I truly believe they’re settling...everyone else can see the writing on the wall that these more than likely won’t last because of the red flags that are continuously shown in their relationships...
I just pray and try to be the best I can be and go on dates and meet new people but if it’s not right or if there’s no attraction I don’t try to fake it. I know what I want and what I don’t and that’s a very valuable lesson being single has taught me. Maybe it’ll be a few years away but it won’t be this lackluster relationship that I’m *trying* to make work because I don’t want to be alone. It’ll be the real deal because the time is right