I wanted to post this earlier but then didn’t. I dunno I’m just rambling.
I sadly had some major life events… I’ve been in a bad binge. So I do see you Mikey. I do. And I am sorry you’re pain.
If its “easier” to blame psychics, then blame them. But I’m pretty sure this problem will happen again just different person. Different forum. Different psychics.
But if you need to blame psychics then get in touch with that anger but don’t act on it. This is about impuse control when you’re emotions are too difficult to handle. Mourn this. Truly give into acceptance. So I think the real issue is about you. It’s you who needs to see you. It’s you who needs to be there for you, while you mourn. And i think there is something your brain that calls psychics to give hope into this, which is a hit of endorphins of hope, “oh but it’s not your fault then it’s the psychic they gave you hope”. Honestly, it’s ok you do have hope. But right now what’s more important is to grieve and ask how are here for yourself?
For me look I’m looking into topics like ocd, impulsive control, love addiction , intrusive thoughts, remuneration, magical thinking, ptsd, cptsd, inner child work, etc I’m sure there is more. But I wanted to share what you think is love may not be love. So I’m sharing videos that kinda help me snapped into wait a minute.
Intrusive thoughts:
https://youtu.be/qhKmY1IeFf8It get better idea:
https://youtu.be/qhKmY1IeFf8“Feel better no matter what” James Michael - feeling your crappy feeling is a good thing, and kind of a work out for the gym.
Therapist analyzing relationship (this one is love actually)
https://youtu.be/vCtW4hgm9SM(Toxic relationship in euphoria)
https://youtu.be/rEkU9IsQvJIhttps://youtu.be/qjG5q2VwNh8