Hi all, long time no talk!
I don’t visit the forum often anymore. today (5/19) is actually the first time I’ve logged in at all since December. I don’t call readers anymore, with the exception of a few some months ago after being offered a great new job that I was apprehensive about accepting.
I do owe breaking my habit to a lot of you on here. The forum really helped to open my eyes to the scammers and fakes and flakes out there. Since I’ve gotten over my psychic addiction I’ve started a great job, started to repair my credit & I am genuinely so much happier & more positive. I am easier to be around.
For a long, long time (probably 6 or 7 years) I was SO fixated on predictions that I stopped living my life. I put myself into debt, stopped paying my bills, stopped LIVING because “something was supposed to happen this week.” I really missed out on a lot of my youth because I was so preoccupied with psychics that I stopped looking at the things men were showing me in their actions because so and so said he loved me but didn’t know how to show it.
I’m finally at the point in my life where I am SO PROUD of the woman I am. I have been through so freaking much within the last 10 years of my life & I’m now starting to build myself into a better person because of it. I know my worth, I love myself and I know that when I am truly ready and settled into my improved life I will meet someone worth settling down with.
To the friends that I’d made here in the process, even if you don’t access the form anymore, thank you. To anyone that ever lent me an ear to vent to, thank you. And to those of you that are still searching tirelessly for answers, things will get better. Please please, don’t become so fixated on predictions that your energy becomes so over bearing and anxious because you will block your own blessings.
Love, light & healing ✨💛