I don't even know where to put this, so I'm putting it in my vent post.
I've shared that Chance and I are dealing with a problem out of each of our control, so I've decided not to see him anymore. I was crying at my desk this morning, and my ex came by (yes, we all work together; what a mess).
My ex grabbed my shoulder and told me that whatever it is, it will be ok. And if this is related to the new man I'm seeing, then it's his loss. He left, and then came back, and said "grab your coat, let's go". He told me yesterday that he bought a car this weekend (his motorcycle was a big issue between us). Well, he wanted to show me his new car, but then when we were outside, he told me to get in, and that we were going for a short drive because I needed to clear my head.
It was the best 10 minutes we've spent together in a very long time. This in no way means I want him back. I don't. BUT the reason I'm sharing this here is because Kisha told me about a week ago that my ex would do something nice for me. She said he still cares. Of course, she also told me we won't be together again, but I can verify that he did do something kind for me.
BTW, I don't think I'll be calling Kisha anymore. I love her, and she's been accurate, but she changed her story about Chance, and it really troubled me because I became really excited about what was to come with him. It's my responsibility, not hers, but it has highlighted how dangerous this psychic addiction is. This all sucks.