Hello girls and guys, Im back again and I have to apologize. I have been down then up, then down, then up about my psychic readings. Well, I want to tell you a little story.
I have been reading with CP for 3 years. Some of the things that they saw did indeed happen or were happening at the present time. But in the course of those 3 years I have gained communication with several very nice, sweet ladies that are very intelligent, charming, and beautiful. I have also been able to follow their stories along with a few others, I would say a dozen or more in a blog at CP. Some of these ladies I talk to on the phone on a regular basis.
You all have read here how my ex has gotten his girlfriend pregnant, only one reader at CP "felt" an infant around them. She still says hes coming back to me. Well Im not holding my breath, lol.
Another lady was told that she would marry her boyfriend and become a mother. Well, he has since broken up with her and is engaged to another woman.
Another lady has been holding on and following advice for at least two years that I know of and she just found out that he is engaged to another woman.
On lady on the blog also held on and was still receiving emails from some man that she was told would return to the states and marry her. Then she suddenly got an email saying he had gotten married. TO ANOTHER WOMAN.
Yet another lady had been calling for over 5 years and hearing the same story that the man in question will leave his wife and make a life with her. Granted, she has contact with this man and he does seem to really like her and I think he has feelings. But the timelines are still being pushed back so who knows?
This one lady that I heard about tonite just pushed me over the edge. How can these "psychics" keep telling women that these men are coming back when the reality is right in front of us for most of us?
I am finally realizing that whoever said on here that if you havent heard from him in several months, then let it go. He isnt coming back. I realize that is true now. Im so disappointed in myself and in CP and all the other sites. Even this new lady that I raved about. I thought at first that she was really great but now Im beginning to think that they get so many calls about relationships and when someone says to focus on relationships then they assume the man is gone and the woman is wanting him back, which is true in most cases.
I so wish I had all my money back that I have spent the last 3 years. Im sorry to be negative this evening but I think its time we all wake up and smell the coffee. Had I not started calling CP I would have moved on long ago. I would have taken no contact for no contact and he doesnt want anything to do with me. Not that he was scared and didnt know how to approach me. I feel so stupid tonite. Im not trying to be mean but so many stories of the ex not returning is enough for me. I think the ones that have returned is just a lucky guess or coincidence.
For those that still have contact from your ex or an ongoing friendship, by all means keep the faith and maybe the romance will be rekindled. For those that have no contact at all or have been pushed aside so blatantly, please move on. If by some chance he does come back, then great, but please dont wait any longer. Youre wasting your life away waiting for someone that doesnt make the effort to be a part of your life. I know Im not wasting anymore of my time or energy on my ex. If he loved me as they say, he would have made an effort to rekindle and not just ignore me.
Im sorry again but this is the vent category and Im venting. Maybe this is the true beginning of my healing, which I need so badly. A broken heart takes a very long time to heal and mine was completely shattered. I still ask God why. I havent received my answer yet. But Im sure hoping that my ex's circumstances now are his payback.