CJean: Just breathe and take a break. Take a break from readings and take a break from him. Every time he pops into your head...think about something positive...think about something that makes you happy...to stop you from thinking about him and the situation. Try writing him letters and open up your heart...but never send them...the letters would be just for you...it may make some of this better.
No one should judge you...we have all been there with that one person that just made us so crazy and desperate to know what is going on and what is going to be...we all have to have one like this in our lives...it is what will make us stronger and discover things about ourselves.
Just Breathe
All will be ok in time.
I have done that...I have called several in a weekend because I was so upset and I just wanted confirmations to make sure they are all on the same page...but when you get that one reading that says the opposite...or throws you a curve ball..it just drives us more crazy causing more emotions and frustrations...and in the end we just wished that we had stopped at the first one...lol
I said I wasn't going to call CP for a while....um a while for me was 1 1/2 to 2 weeks....I spoke to Jacqueline briefly, London very briefly...and Kinsey. I spoke to Kinsey this afternoon and I absolutely loved what she said and how she said it. It made me feel so much better.