Hi 4everhopeful! Don't feel bad about what you're saying. I have been there on that rollercoaster. I had broken up with my ex and had gotten back together, but in between those times, I was always wondering if he would come back and if I should just move on. I would try to date other guys, but I just was not into it at all. I had psychics that predicted that he would come back and even when, and he did at the time that I was given, but they never predicted we would break up again! lol It's hard to hold on. We got back together again, on the date given once again, but by that time I had become so jaded that I didn't know it. My ex and I reconciled and he was better than ever. Slowly, however I drifted apart and I ended up breaking up with him and started dating someone new! I never thought I would do that. The ex was the guy I wanted to marry. Here I am though... I have this new boyfriend and now seven months later I miss my ex. He had tried to reconcile and I would not hear of it a the time. I know I'm rambling on, but you just never know what life has in store. Just hang in there. It's important to feel that passion and love for someone. I know it can be attractive to settle, but you know what would make you fulfilled as a person. Now, looking back, I wish I would have stayed with my ex, he even asked me to marry him and I had said NO! I can kick myself. If I hadn't called those psychics, I wouldn't have been so tired and resentful of him... Life's funny! Anyway, truly, just follow your heart and intuition.