I too was obsessed. I mostly called CP. I called for almost 3 years about my POI. 90% of the psychics said he was my soulmate and not to worry, the only person he would marry would be me. Forward 4 years later and he is married with 3 kids.
I was beyond devestated when he married this other girl. When I found out he was engaged, all the psychics changed their tune. Then it became "oh we saw this happening but he brought it upon himself because he was afraid of his feelings for you". I went on a bender after his engagement. I kept calling and calling and the psychics assured me even though he was engaged, they didn't see him getting married. I could go on and on but you get the point. The day he got married, I stayed in bed for 4 days with the lights off, that's how devestated I was.
Although the pain was horrible, it also allowed me to finally let him go. He was with someone else and even though I trusted the psychics blindly, I realized it was a business and having me call over and over again just filling their pockets with money. I felt like such a fool.
the only good part is that through my heartbreak, I met my husband. We were just friends but he was also there for me when I was on the floor in pain.
To be honest and I would never admit this to anyone, I don't feel for my husband what I feel for my ex. Maybe it was the longing and the drama of it all that kept it like a challenge for me. But with my husband comes security, happiness, no crying and I feel like I am home with him.
Do I still think about my ex once in a while and think about what could have been? Yes, once in a while. Am I over him? I can honestly say yes. Just give it time. I have been there. I know the sadness you feel and the longing. But one door closed for me and another opened, which was the better door.
My husband went through hoops to be with me. My ex never did and I realized I was with the better man. My husband isn't the most exciting person in the world but he is kind, devoted and loves me so much.
One thing I learned through the years is if someone wants to be with you, they will be with you. I relied on the psychics way too much and took their word as gospel. That in turn kept me in a viscious cycle of constantly calling to seek reassurance.
The worst part for me is even after my ex got married and had his 1st child, the psychics said oh his marriage isn't going to last. Even in my despair, they still led me on. But I am happy to say, I haven't called a psychic in 3 years and have no desire to.
I know it doesn't seem like it now but one day you will feel better and you will let go.
