Oh, guuuurl! I hate that this happened with you. That's just terrible and I'm sorry.
Please do be careful as you move forward and consider going a bit more inward instead of jumping back on the reader train. It already proved to not work well with your situation. Pay attention to what he's saying and doing-not what the readers tell you. Been there, done that. It was such a punch to the gut when I finally realized the guy had already shown me who he is. I'm not saying you're in the same situation, but sometimes it's best to move forward and if they show back up, you can decide then what you want to do
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I think it was the weirdest thing that’s ever happened! I read with an advisor on Friday and she said things are changing for the better before thanksgiving. Saturday morning I got a text from my person asking to “talk” I called dragonfly dancer freaking out and she said it would be positive… of course it was not. It was very out of the blue as we were chatting on the phone normally and he was sending me memes all morning prior too. Not sure if it was an impulsive decision that nobody could pickup on or what.
I did unfortunately binge a bit today. Everyone says he will be back and the majority of people were able to pickup that he’s “distant” or it feels like “a breakup” some of them I just said bluntly what was going on.
Either way I will keep you all posted on NSJ