I recently tried this advisor... I went on a horrible binge. Basically me and my partner had plans to see each other and he flaked! That bastard flaked! I've been so heartbroken. I binged for three days straight cried my heart out. And now... Well suffering in my bank account the consequences. This morning I woke up with a reminder in my alarm "what do I want most from the universe?" "-justice, an apology..." These are not new themes in my life; similar too from another ex. The need to be heard and felt and honored... And I know that no one can give me those things, it may be an unanswered unrequited useless quest. Just let it go. Well, I'm at a point where I want to cut out this guy completely, walk away. I have to cry my heart out because the vengeful part of me wants to just trash and make him hurt. But I am always reminded of this saying "revenge is a poor mans grief". I am so angry at myself, and know I have to forgive myself. His actions are not my definitive self worth- it's him. But I do blame myself. And if I forgive myself am stupid enough to do it again?
Well ... Any way Sue2121 said if I walk away now he would change faster. But that contact will come. He flaked on me for no good reason really, he just wanted to have fun and hang out with friend. But that he will have a change of heart and grow up... Slowly. End of summer is another crucial period between us. We're not over. But I felt this wasn't positive read, he is going to this again. However, I was blown away that she picked up our age difference, that this guy comes from a broken home, and another personality trait.
Her negative comments do worry me "will block after one-two readings"
I am so sorry. I know exactly how that feels because my ex did this with me as well. He lives in a different country. He came to where I live asked me out. Texted me that he cannot wait to see me, he had many meetings that day but kept sending me lovely messages. At 8pm he wrote that he is kind of death and needs to sleep. His best mate posted on Instagram that they are in a bar right now
I called that bar and asked if he is the bar, described him. He was there. They both were there sitting and drinking and laughing, having a good time
I was really heart broken and called so many psychics and suffered also financially. He left the country next day without even saying bye. 6 months later gratulated my birthday. Even though I still miss him and think of him, I did not gratulated his birthday. So thats was it with us. All the psychics were wrong with me because he did not really try to write to me and explain the situation. I hope you have a better ending.