Hello! I just want to say THANK YOU SO MUCH to all of you in this board. Thank you for your understanding and support. “Your heart wants what your heart wants.” That is exactly how I was feeling. Thank you Bella. Here is a chat conversation I had with psychic Narnia. I know it is all my fault. Sorry I deleted our real names.
12/28/10
Customer: HI Narnia, this is J with husband F, he keeps hurting me, no communication, and today my kids and I, moved permanently to my mom’s.
Narnia : Hi J!
Narnia : oh no I am so sorry!
Customer:
He also sent an e-mail to divorce lawyer with a bunch of lies, the lawyer forward the e-mail to me
Narnia : oh no!
Narnia : how horrible!
Customer: how do you feel about us, because for me each day i convince myself that he doesn't' love me
Narnia : I feel he is desperately trying to feel like he is somehow in control of the situation
Narnia : and trying to take that control away from you because he feels he lost his own personal power in the marriage
Customer: i just want this nightmare to end
Narnia : but I feel that is just because he is so unhappy within himself
Narnia : it sounds absolutely crazy and impossible
Narnia : but I feel he really does love you but he is petrified(frighted) of his love for some reason
Narnia : so he is trying to hurt you so he can find a way to make you stop loving him
Narnia : I know that sounds insane
Narnia : but I feel he feels so wretched(miserable) about himself
Customer: still seeing us coming back together
Narnia : so he is trying to make you feel wretched too
Customer: he wants me to stop loving him
Narnia : I don't feel it will happen within the next 3 weeks 01/19/2011
Narnia : but it does feel the 2 of you will be together within the next 6 (febrero
is the 6 weeks)weeks (one week OFF 2/14/11) (a month off 3/5/11) (3 months off) 7/17/11 not even a sign he loves me or he is coming back…
Narnia : yes
Narnia : he feels he is worthless
Narnia : and he is so afraid to let you love him
Narnia : and he has tried to stop loving you
Narnia : but he hasn't been able to stop loving you
Narnia : so he is now trying to force you to hate him
Customer: again by "together" you mean living together, now we don't even have a house
Narnia : because that is how he feels he deserves to be treated
Narnia : yes I feel you will be together in a relationship again and will find a way to live together within the next 9 weeks, but I feel you will emotionally reconcile within the 6 weeks FEBRUARY 8TH—march 1st off (OFF FEELING VERY STUPID 5/13/11)
Customer: so, he is not happy with his girlfriend?
Narnia : I feel he has tried to be
Narnia : I feel he has tried to use her to help himself get over you
Narnia : but he doesn't love her
Narnia : and can't stop thinking about you
Narnia : and he is so frustrated and scared
Customer: o.k my best advisor narnia keep u updated
Narnia : so he lashes out(Punishment administered with a whip.) at you instead of facing his feelings for you
Narnia : I am so sorry he is hurting you
Customer: call you after the audience on monday
Narnia : but I do feel you will get through this and be together again
Narnia : take care!
Narnia : I wish you the best
Customer: thannks
Thank you again! “Without struggle there is no strength.” And I have to be well and strong for my two babies