What’s the best part about getting readings? Or pleasurable?
This is an introspective question
And I never thought about into words but for me… is when I’m feeling most overwhelmed by doubt and fear… and a few weeks later it happens, it’s a hit!
My first hit prediction hit with a psychic was with this Gypsy (said I was cursed) when I was 19 said my ex would contact me and he did! He wrote me half assed apology and signed with “love, (insert his name)”
And I was again I was overwhelmed with pleasure! And joy! But also so upset! Confused! Could I enjoy this? Should I trust this.?
His email said he would contact me no matter what… but no, I did the contacting! I think I waited 3 days and I contacted him! I was then back to feeling so dissappinted because he said he would 😂😂😂 upset because wasn’t he suppose to do the wooing and he didn’t!
I’m laughing at myself!
But then when a psychic got a hit from keen, or CP or anyone… it truly knocked me off my feet
…And then they became less and less
I think this even would qualify as limerence type of high … because I’m chasing for a feeling of relief, but it never hits the exact same way. Chasing high you may not experience again.
And when they don’t happen well I’m back in despair looking for hope; and the shame cycle repeats
I’m curious if ppl can relate or maybe share theirs or maybe just wonder this… the psychic biz a trillion dollar industry… porn I think is millions or billions … I think there should be awareness in that this is growing addiction
Edit: new age is a trillion, psychics in the billions