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Crazy Last Two Years: Story and Reviews
regrets:
I am so sorry for the pain you are going through. I'm sending you a virtual hug.
I don't have the answers but I read somewhere something alone the lines that instead of focusing on the sadness, ask what have you learned and see if it opportunity for growth.
I hope that makes sense but it helped me a little bit.
rayvin400:
--- Quote from: MAgirl on March 22, 2023, 09:46:36 PM ---Hi rayvin400,
Your story reminded me movie "One day, story of Emma & Dexter", Right people meeting at wrong times. They did not have age difference but wanted different things from life. Emma was always mature and dedicated person, when Dexter wanted to become a movie producer his life took a sharp turn, found himself in glorious TV show industry and then ended up making a wrong marriage...
Even though if your poi was same age with you he could still act weird. Guys carry a lot of future anxiety, find inner power being a provider and if they can't fulfill anything financially, emotionally or have goals for education, degree or job, they hold. In some cases run away.
Sounds like a twin flame situation, life is teaching you both stuff. Don't push your lessons away, accept them as it is and grow with it. He is also learning from this experience and having a lot of thoughts. Don't get in negative thinking, put yourself in a low energy filed. Be ok. in your mind, he is your soul partner you two grow stronger from this.
If you don't mind me asking, have you read any of these people on Purple Ocean/Purple Garden:
1- Spiritualma
2- Psychic Jewels
3- Love Psychic Adeena
4- Val Freya
5- Ivy Rohan
6- Lil Gypsy Soul
7- Visions by Julia
8- Readings by Sabrina
9- Bellas Psychic insights
10- Spirit Psychic John
Thanks
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I have always wanted to write a book on this - once it was over- I suppose it's over - ending slightly anticlimactic however lol.
1- Spiritualma - back and forth, does not hold firm on predictions. Saw a relationship being possible in the future. Got contact right a few times - picks up on some emotions.
2- Psychic Jewels - Didn't read with this one it seems.
3- Love Psychic Adeena- Says we are not twin flames or a soul mate but a "very different soul connection" - I have no idea what it means. She says that I'm the love of his life, commitment issues, always find our way back to each other. blah blah blah. Honestly not bad with emotional issues however. Doesn't really give any dates or hard yes or nos.
4- Val Freya - did not read with
5- Ivy Rohan - says he's a false Twin flame. But like hell if Ill ever go through anything like his again, so good luck if a real one wants to come in. I'm already out.
Anyway, says he'd be back - no dates - no relationship. He was back after this.
6- Lil Gypsy Soul - Did not read with
7- Visions by Julia - Did not read with
8- Readings by Sabrina - he loves me, but his commitment issues will not ever let him be with me. I guess she's right.
9- Bellas Psychic insights - says he'd be back and wants to date me. Nah.
10- Spirit Psychic John - Did not read with.
rayvin400:
--- Quote from: regrets on March 23, 2023, 06:19:59 AM ---I am so sorry for the pain you are going through. I'm sending you a virtual hug.
I don't have the answers but I read somewhere something alone the lines that instead of focusing on the sadness, ask what have you learned and see if it opportunity for growth.
I hope that makes sense but it helped me a little bit.
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Thank you for acknowledging the pain. I had to go through this alone, and no one could understand why I even let a younger man get under my skin in the first place. I felt like a fool for loving someone younger this much. I was so so so sad. I would cry every night for the first year after he started coming in and out. I lost my job, spent all this on these readings. But - Just you saying that means a lot to me, less alone. I tried to hide the pain so much to everyone and that was hard and sad too. So alone.
rayvin400:
--- Quote from: Army on March 22, 2023, 10:46:08 PM ---I read with Nikki Rich mid last year.. none of her predictions came to pass..
I read with Onikah alot in December 2020 and January 2021.. none of her contact predictions came to pass and her other predictions never came to pass.. she said she was good with giving dates.. not with me.. not one single thing Onikah predicted came to pass ever
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Oh I'm sorry. She didn't get anything right for my friend either. Not sure why she worked for me. I guess I'll really know next week when her latest prediction runs out.
Mina:
Thank you for sharing your story. I see myself so much in this too. I was with a guy 7 yrs younger then me, and age was and wasn’t an issue. It was odd though and I did have hang ups about it.
I highly recommend you check on YT the crappy childhood fairy. She reads letters kinda Sunday Dear Abby format; and give tough love advice. I did one of her programs for two months and I didn’t continue but should. I scored high on the ACE assessment and it was depressing but it also gave me good sensible awareness that I do struggle with relationship issues for a reason they didn’t just happen out of nowhere. I do her grounding meditation- coming up on a year (while I haven’t quit psychic) it’s the best tool to face my anxiety and fears. But her videos helped see how I use magical thinking, fantasy, and psychics to self soothe and keep all that can keep limerence alive. How childhood wounds do recycle back if we’re not on our game, and they happen (remember be compassionate don’t take it personally). While I do like Abby tough love approach I don’t watch her always but she is really good at explaining how limerence forms.
I loved this book “feel better no matter what” Michael James. Dealing with obsessive thoughts and learning to be compassionate to yourself, even if you fallen in love with the wrong guy, or called them 1000 times, can you then be with yourself and hold yourself thru that heartbreak.
I’m currently really into love advice tv- on YT so while they deal getting someone back it’s more focus forward mind frames! Their videos on accepting the break up,’loving yourself after the break up’ holy moly are really empowering.
I just wrote these quote down from one their videos with Clayton Olsen:
Suffering is unexpressed actions of love.
Whether your intention is to get back with your ex or not, you want to be the best version of yourself that you think they deserve. That honors them but really it honors you.
Manifesting - yes I do think it’s real but oooofff I spent 2020 getting sucked into so many YT coaches. If I would have read this post in 2020 I’d say ‘these are limited beliefs affirm for age doesn’t matter’, and that you have no limited beliefs. But it didn’t get me my SP of 7yrs younger, in fact it made my ego bigger and humbled me harder to my knees, when I met my current SP. Now when I’m manifesting I envision myself six month from now, I accept the past. No more revising the past. Ugh, I became super aware of what story I’m telling about myself, self concept work, limited beliefs, blocks, obsess with bridge of incidences, gaslighting myself about how I created this, or the past holocaust, affirming enoughness, when it’s is enough as it is. It helped but it can have some toxic stuff too. Regardless, I intend to manifest now more cautiously and not instant gratification but more sensible goal setting.
I was lucky enough to do some good therapy for a change and put in tools with how to be with myself huge griefs with compassion… and im still learning. I know it’s grace I can give to myself.
Anyways just my two long cents here
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