@Synergy - And you never know - maybe taking this step has removed some blockage or energy you never knew was standing in your way. When I first read your recap, one of the first things that came to my mind is "now, he'll probably start chasing her". So you just never know. I know how you're feeling atm, though, because I've been in a funk for a while now. Cookie told me (last month) that I am "going to go through a lot of struggles between May and July" because I'll feel like he and I won't get back together - but she said she clearly saw me and him getting back together - as clearly as she could see objects, buildings and other things around and about me that I confirmed she was right about. So the part about not thinking we'll get back together - yeah, that's how I feel right now - even my friends keep asking if I'm okay and why am I so sad (they don't know the full details). I think about things that have happened, and it's hard to believe he'll come running after me. So I'm just trying to go day by day and do the best I can to get to the next day. So just hang in there, and again, maybe this meeting was what was needed to start making him think and you never know how things could turn around. (Sometimes, when a guy
sees how much he's hurt you, it makes a difference.)