I feel the same way...it makes me sick thinking how much time and money and emotion I've put into this, and I resent my ex for leaving me wondering about so many things that I would have to call a psychic.
But for me it is not all about this one relationship, figuring out his intentions, hoping we will get back together or whatever. I realized way before this relationship happened that I had a pattern in my life I wanted to break, and I set an intention that I was going to break that pattern and resolve all of the deeper issues that were keeping it going. This relationship and subsequent break up turned out to be the prime opportunity to do just that. Because of this I have been able to see and understand things about myself I probably never would have learned any other way.
There have been several forks in the road along the way where we might have gotten back together. I could feel it and psychics were picking up on it too, but then if he approached me at all I could feel how we were just going to slip back into this same old pattern. I don't know if he can change or grow enough to evolve beyond that in this lifetime - I'd like to believe that he can - I don't even know if I can do it. I sure don't know if we can do it together. But I am trying to leave no stone unturned in the process.
Getting readings has been part of all this, the downside is that so many readings turn out to be a waste of money. They just don't look deep enough or see the bigger picture, and they often misinterpret what they do see.
I have heard so many predictions over the years, and most do not come true, or the ones that do usually manifest a bit differently than they said. So many timeframes have come and gone...2 weeks, 3 months, end of the week, middle of next week, after the holidays, end of the year, February, July, November. I think a lot of it is just guessing, seems reasonable if they see something happening, to guess it is probably going to happen by a certain time. I wouldn't take any of it too seriously unless they say something like, I see it happening when there is a lot of snow on the ground.
