I had a reading with Sincerity recently. Ok: This is personal but here goes - I have felt my energy shifting away from my friend for a while now. It is a very frustrating situation and sometimes I feel I am being sustained by bread crumbs.
I decided I wasn't going to ask about my friend at all. I just wanted a general reading. Sincerity immediately said that someone that I was feeling distant from was going to come back into my life full force. Someone that I am waiting on - would finally step forward.
She said that his (other) relationship was going to go through panic mode. She sees legal around him and divorce.
She also said that his wife was cheating on him and this would come to light. That is is the reason for this disruption. Now I want to say that I have had a few readers over the past year and a half say this very thing to me.
The timing has been off (way off) for all of them, but if this does come to light, I will list who predicted this.
She also said that he will want me to make some very drastic decisions in my life and that I will make him wait. That I am frustrated with him (so true) and I will take my time with this.
She sees him finally taking charge of this situation.
Who knows at this point what will happen, but I have to say I was impressed that she immediately picked up on my situation. Of course, she went into much more personal detail than I am willing to share on this public board, but she did get things correct.
It's just kinda funny, that I was really wanting a general reading from her. When she started in from the beginning discussing him, I was thinking "Oh great, here he is taking over my reading. He doesn't deserve to be center stage in my reading at the moment. He has not earned the right to be here!"
I have been trying very hard to not give my energy to him any longer. I have been concentrating on doing things in my life to make myself happy and to expand out and make new friends. This is been going exceptionally well for me lately, and I feel much better.
I am trying to figure out at what point did I start to lose "myself" for this guy. I never want to allow this to happen again. It is like tunnel vision or something. It is very hard to explain, but anybody that has been there knows exactly what I am talking about.
If nothing else comes out of this experience, I am learning so much about myself. What my boundaries are. The fact that I have boundaries. That I am a kind, gentle and quirky soul who is learning that what I have to give is not free. I have been giving away so much of myself to someone who, frankly, has not earned it yet.
I was wondering if anyone else has been going through similiar revelations about themselves lately.
Wishful