I just read with Lady P for the first time last night....she had my ex's personality down to a T...she was telling me his thoughts which sounded correct to me, he thinks the whole world is against him, that is so true, she said including me, that he has grouped me in that category which I do not deserve to be in, because I do still love and care about him, I was always on his side no matter what. Says he thinks he has nothing to offer me, nothing to bring to the table, he thinks I would be better off without him, he thinks how could I ever make her happy. All true, he said those things to me when he broke it off... the thing is if he would just realize I am happy just being with him is all I care about! She says he will realize it and reach out to me, but might disappear again....I hated to hear that...she gave me no timing did say she was no good at that which at least she told the truth about! She said he does miss me and care about me and I will hear from him again, don't know when? She said he wont reach out until things get better for him, that he is going through a very bad time right now, that is what other readers have told me also, like he has hit rock bottom...sad...
so I will see if he will reach out to me soon..I pray that he does, I miss him so bad it hurts every day.