Let me be brutally honest (Cause I just hate lying in general 😝) : I did call again 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️
But I also got back on and recommitted. I am currently ( again ) have 4 days clean almost 5 for today! Whoot whoot! 💁🏻♀️💁🏻♀️💁🏻♀️
I spent like every weekend I guess calling 2-3 psychics then reclosing my accounts.
But the desire to stay clean from readings is so important for me because it means I am practicing stillness. When I don’t call or go outside myself constantly -theres been this energy I am attracting that people want to be around with. I Am my source and people really feel that around me when I AM still they love it! I feel more powerful, more in control, in touch with that.
So I mean I know this journey is going to be rough, for most is it’s an emotional and spiritual vomit; questioning well what there to believe (I sadly can’t answer that for you, and that will be your own “shadow work” to embrace). I know some just start with I can’t do this, but I have to cause I got bills and my family is wondering where is all that money going to, and have no support or knowledge or where to begin. And for some poof like three weeks in are just done and over it! Cool!
So, yeah, This forum is first a review, but the dangers of giving into psychics has been such a mental and spiritual trap for me and i just want to be done with that and I AM IN OF SUPPORT TO GET OUT OF IT!
You’re not failure if you call or use tarot cards or horoscopes, or if you have a reading planned, or use YouTube videos, but I also don’t think it’s for me, or not being fully honest, for me, but it is a start for you, and so it a start to challenge yourself, and that’s good enough for me to support that. Just pick it up and recommit.
Totally Relate!! we are all in this together... i think its not about "ok July 1 comes we go clean or we're failures"... i think success means we did better than we did before.... important part is as you said the journey doing our best to do better than we did last week or even yesterday!!!
I got readings in june.. but unlike may and april.. it was 5 readings in the month of june as opposed to 5 a day/week...
Hang in there we got this! July we will do even better!