Hi everyone. I have been reading the posts for quite awhile now and decided to apply for membership. I have a problem with calling psychics. It started innocent enough - of course, it was concerning a man. I have visited psychics in the past in my community, but then I started calling Psychic Source. I had the special $30 for 30 minutes and read with Moira. She was encouraging about what she saw with this developing friendship I had with this man and the potential for more. I was hooked. I started talking to other advisors on Psychic Source and then branched out to Ask now. I would do a chat read with Michael. I also read with Libby on a regular basis and others too. I then started with Keen. So I would go back and forth between my favorite readers on these sights. I have read with MANY.
The problem with these readings is - if you get a bad one - you call 6 to make up for it. Because it's human nature (I think) to dwell on the negative. The frustrating thing about my situation is this man and I are married to others. So, it's not like I could go to him and pour my heart out. It is a very dangerous thing to do. I'm not having an affair - that isn't what I want with this man. I believe (as corny as this sounds) that he is my soulmate. So the information they gave me, I can't verify most of it. I don't know what is relationship is with his wife. I only hear bits and pieces. I do know that we have an enourmous attraction to each other and we are friends.
Some of the readings I have had, have been quite good. I do believe there are talented people. But the thing we can't control is free will. I agree 100% with all of you when you have these discussions about how the best psychics can read the feelings of others. But I don't believe they can really read the future. But the hardest lesson I have learned through all of this is we have no control over another human being. I can't control what this mans thinks - what he does - how he feels. He will take steps toward me (gives me hope) and then backs away. It is a maddening pattern we are in, and I have been a willing participant. So I call and ask "How does he feel about me now"? "When do you see him making a movement forward with me"? I have changed during this ordeal. I have lost a part of myself that I'm afraid I will never get back. Perhaps these readings are changing how I act and react to this man. I have expectations that he doesn't know anything about. It's a rollercoaster ride and I feel sad.
So many of the readings see us together long term. They say he will leave his wife - he just isn't there yet. I do remember reading on here, and I can't remember who it was, that said the readers pick up on your tone of voice and what your question is. I know I have feed them information and practically gave myself the reading many times. Funny.
If anyone wants to know about a particular reader, please feel free to ask. Like I said, they aren't all fakes, but I have a problem with wanting validation with so many. When what I really want is for this man to at least have the courage to step forward and tell me how he feels.
Sorry this is so long, but I can relate to all of you. You have been a life line for me.
