Ash aren’t you in your early 20s and beautiful? Not saying this has anything to do with your situation, but I honestly think that you have so much time ahead of you to find a guy that isn’t afraid to show you off and call you his girlfriend. Also I can tell you that you shouldn’t always believe everything on social media. I doubt this is going to last. And honestly he sounds like a loser so why would you want him anyway? I don’t know you at all but I know you can do 1000000 times better. I’ve been there, hang in there. You’ll meet the person that doesn’t make you have to ever second guess anything.