I caught my bf cheating on me back in November.He downloaded a dating app behind my back and I found text messages on his phone from another girl. We were together for 2.5 years. Ive been getting readings since then. Im 32 and he was my first serious relationship. I havent been lucky when it comes to love. Usually the guys that like me, I don't find them attractive and the ones that I like(i’ve had only 2-3 crushes in my lifetime) don’t find me attractive. When I met my ex, I thought he was the one.
Now i’m having a hard time moving on. Its been 4 months since we broke up and I still think about him all the time. I deleted him from social media but I still check his page constantly. The last couple of days I’ve been at home cause of the Coronavirus and Ive been really sad. I fear that Ill probably end up alone. After this breakup, I feel that I will have a hard time trusting men. I’ll have a hard time letting someone in. I’m afraid to waste another 2.5 years on someone who ends up betraying me. Any advice?