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Cteebaby1:
I’m 20 days clean of readings ! Met someone new that completely distracts me! Still love POI just can’t bring myself to mess with him again after how he treated me.

WinterElf:
So I caved and got a reading yesterday. It was my first reading since January 3rd.  I dont feel bad about it because I dont have the desire to get more insight but i watch myself carefully to make sure a desire for a psychic readin does not sneak up on me again. My original plan was to speak to a psychic on my bday ... just once a year.  I feel like i messed that up.

No, I have not been back to Keen or some other psychic website. I also stay away from the psychics at the crystal shop i go to.


I got a reading from my friend yesterday (who happens to be very psychic and will spurt out whatever she sees even if it is just normal conversation) and she knows about my struggles with readings and how i dont like them but she firmly believes that readings are not bad.  Something upsetting happened yesterday and when i told her , she just said what she saw and then i asked her a question and it went on for like 10 mns my little reading.

  I also cashapp'd her while she was chatting to me on the phone because even if she offered the advice freely, i dont want to abuse her kindness.  I didnt ask her so much about the future but more about the insight into a current situation and current thoughts.  Usually we would talk for hours about life in general but she likes to provide spiritual insight for many things. I like her company but I dont like this temptation of asking a question when we we talk.  :-\ :-\ :-\ :-\ :-\  I like her as a person but i feel like i have to cut down on talking to her as much so i wont get tempted for another reading.

  I just feel like cutting off all things related to the new age for now but i have met some nice people who by nature will walk on the spiritual side. 

WinterElf:
How is everyone doing? Please don't give up. It took over 50 tries last year of disabling and signing back onto my keen account before stopping the binges. Not even a counselor could help me.  I know it is not easy. 


For myself, Things were mostly good until after getting that reading on march 11 after 2 months of no calls (a reading from a friend) and then some anxiety and depression came back the 2nd day after the reading.  It took me a few days to work through it.   i dont think i did too bad because originally i said Feb 20 till another reading, forgot about it and then moved it to my bday.

 I love doing candles though.  I got a job 3 days into doing my candles and contact from a friend the next day on another set of candles.+
When I got the job before now, I called psychics for 4 months in 2019 asking when i would get a job and no one could ever get it right. I wasted money asking for more money lol  and i feel like the constant asking pushed back my goals of getting a job sooner.


but overall i have withdrawn from a lot of metaphysical stuff other than an occasional candle. I dont give a fck about new age stuff like i used to.  good luck to all

WinterElf:
lol i will try to stave off my need for explicit language. ;D ;D

I would usually go to the gym but the gyms are closed down so to keep busy:

exercise outside
finish editing a few books
talk to my language partner etc

I am now working from home so trying not to look like a caterpillar when things get back to normal.

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