I have been clean for longer than expected. I fell off the bandwagon so many times in 2019 and kept going to psychics , holding on to hope for jobs or love etc
I was told I would never lose a job i had in 2019 and I did lol despite my best efforts.
The only thing keeping me from activating my keen account is recounting the worry , being broke, and anxiety before and after each call. 2019 was full of looking at keen, crying on the phone to psychics lol, and obsessively checking their social media because more than 6 psychics said i would find the 3rd party on his page. jeezzzzzz Paranoia was also a thing that i got from those readings. Even if there is a 3rd party, why spend that money asking about them when i could use it for a flight to Vegas or Arizona or a manicure to look good and find a better man? lol
I finally told my mom where all my money was going. People in my family thought i was addicted to drugs.
My mom couldnt believe that there are people who pay hundreds of dollars to a have a stranger tell them about their life. She was dumbfounded but didnt laugh at me when i told her about my addiction. She said that the readings kept me from the reality of my situation and was a waste of time.
SInce stopping the readings, my house has more furniture lol I got a job... my mood has improved a lot and I feel more positive about each day. I ruined more than 2 relationships and friendships from readings. Weird how one said he was cheating and then i call back 2 weeks later and she said she doesnt see a woman around him lol I dont feel an urge nowadays but reading the Bible or meditation or listening to Coast to Coast am takes any desire away.
