I'm so very sorry Diamond. Sigh...there's not much to say other than it does get easier. You won't be alone. None of us will. Sometimes I think it takes things like this to happen to set us on the right track. These psychics do us no favors. Just remember, if he ghosted you, he wasn't of very good quality to begin with. Ghosting, cheating, abuse, addiction...these should all be hard stops. These behaviors repeat, and no one needs that. I still miss my POI on occasion, but I've realized that I'd rather be happy, healthy, and secure alone than to be in relationship that's on a track to nowhere. And it's been said ad nauseum here but it's true, go by the actions and the reality rather than what any of these psychics say.