The thing is she described him to a tee. 100% how we knew each other ( which can’t be guessed) and it just flowed from there , with other info added so I knew without a doubt it was him. It can’t be anyone else .
I’m just sad . I don’t know why.
Think it’s cause I have no faith in POI1 now and I’ve convinced myself he will go back to his ex - even though keeps telling me he won’t and he’s glad to be out , but I have a sneaky suspicion his quietness tonight means he’s with her .
Probably not , it’s probably my anxiety through the roof .
I don’t trust anyone anymore and that’s the sad thing . I was with my ex for 7 years and he was my best friend; even though I didn’t love him the way I probably should have , we still were best friends . And then he went and cheated on me.
I hate him and always thought If me and him split we’d stay friends . Haven’t spoken a word to each other in almost 4 years . He’s married to her now and yeah I’m happy he’s found happiness , but I’m still alone and I thought he’d be the one to struggle to find someone . Not me . I thought I’d be married and have kids by now .
Hey ho I’m wallowing in self pity.
Shut up diamond and get over yourself