Lovefash, I have followed your story for a while because your dynamics with Yona are interesting. It seems she can be really right for you or really wrong but the timing is all over the place.
I think therapy has helped me from falling into a bigger hole than I would have been in had I not.
I know it isn’t for everyone, but whatever is healing and peaceful for someone, whether it’s vacationing, yoga, ant farming, lol whatever, go for it.
I’m happy for you. You’re the real investment.