I'm an amateur reader and I get some vibes from your situation but I really don't want to add to your confusion because really, having more readings and insight will not do you any good.
I agree with Aries above and trust me you are getting stronger and have done yourself a real favor by being realistic and expecting a not so pleasant outcome for you. You are fortunate enough that he let you know how he feels about you so do not rely on what psychics tell you or you will waste valuable time and money that could be spent on other means.
Good luck and stay strong...