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2011 was the worst year ever!

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misty:
I can't believe there's only 2 days left till 2012. At this point it seems like the year went by so fast but when I look back...this was the slowest, longest, most dreadful year in my life! It was just TORTURE! I know how lots of people are looking forward to 2012 but I'm not. Not only did i get dumped early in the year, but I also got laid off from a very comfortable job that was within walking distance from campus. Everything was accessible to me! Right before all hell broke lose in my life, I kept thinking to myself..wow I'm very comfortable right now. I was at peace! I had everything i wanted..well not everything but I was working for it. I was working to get a degree, working part time saving up money, life with family was getting better and I had a great bf.

I had a routine, a schedule, goals..I knew what I had to do everyday, I had places to go and things to get done. But after the breakup, I just couldn't handle any little responsibility anymore, I quit school, never looked for another job, and locked myself in my room for months. After talking to psychics I got the pick me up that i needed but guess it was just all FALSE HOPE! I feel like I'm falling back into the dark side. I'm just so sick and tired of this life. I'm sick and tired of waking up every single day feeling so crappy about myself and my life. Why can't I be happy? or hey better yet..Why couldn't I have been born numb?

I only discovered psychics in June and thats when I started wasting away all my money. Before June knowing that i had a nice lump of money sitting in my bank account made no difference to me.

I've tried everything, white candles, meditation, visualizations, manifesting, praying, therapy..yet Nothing. I try being positive and thinking positive but I"M JUST SO DAMN TIRED OF ALL THIS BS! No one is answering any of my damn prayers

If I was meant to live such a crappy lonely life then I want no part of it! I always try telling God that instead of wasting a life on me, he could just for once save an innocent child's life and let me go

happy new year everyone...Hope you guys have a better one

sunandmoon:
Hey Misty, I sure feel your pain! That was pretty much my 2010 (minus the school). I had finally in my mid-40's found a way to work from home, multiple jobs but I was in heaven, I had control of my life and schedule. The breakup shattered me. Then I found psychics in June 2010, spent thousands and none of their predictions ever came either. I was so messed up that I lost the most stable job in late September 2010 and barely held onto the second one. (truth be told while the job was stable, the guy I worked for was nuts so maybe it was a good thing). I finally took a chance and started dating someone in August which has been amazing, but I still feel a bit depressed. I mean, it's 9am and I'm still sitting at my desk not getting paid when I could be in work. I should have gotten up and worked out or stretched or something, but nope, bed felt great till I forced myself out at 8am. This whole thing is crazy and has never happened to me before and I'd guess that most of us are in the same boat.

All I can say is that the one thing I really believed is that things will work out and they do seem to be, albeit slowly. So they will for you too. Forget the psychics, come to us to vent when you need to. We have all been there and many of us are still here so we really understand your position and will never judge you.

HUGS!

waiting4godot:
That's what I also say. This year has been the worse of my life. And I am in my 50's! The break up that I went through has been the most devastating experience and now, a year later, I still cry every single day. I have such sorrow in my heart, and yet I try to push forth. I have spent in the last 2 years of the relationship and including the break up probably more than $25000 in psychics. I am now totally broke. I have about $300 to my name and no steady income. No money to pay my kids college, no money for rent, no money for car repairs, food etc. 
I have had nice people come into my life this year and I was not able to be in a relationship because of the pain that I still have inside. When someone so destroys your dreams and you still love them, there is something you are doing wrong - not loving yourself first. And this might be the lesson that all this pain has brought. Often these people we love are very unhealthy, here was a hard lesson, but my next relationship will be with a healthy person.
There is hope - yes there is .  Good luck to all of you for 2012!

aquarian:
maybe it's time to stop talking to these psychics. i emailed keen to disable my account. i feel freeeeeeeeeee

loveblooms:
for me it was 2010 which was very painful, since june 2010 I started calling psychics (first time ever i came to know about psychics), the only site I have read is CP, my rampage continued for 6 months and then I slowed down. I control myself a lot, meditate. Life is good.

May your wishes and dreams come true ! Happily Ever After  :)
I wish you all a wonderful 2012 !!

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