Within the past week I’ve broken my psychic hiatus. After getting one reading, it turned into three within a week. I realize I’m still nowhere near as bad as I was at one point, but all I can think about is getting another perspective. I’ve been checking Keen habitually just to “see if anyone good is on.”
I know that I’m just feeling anxious because I’ve been off of work since 6/23 but MAN, shaking this feeling is hard. I had tricked myself into thinking I was no longer addicted but as soon as I gave myself a little taste, I can’t stop thinking about getting another read. :/
On another note, I’ve started looking into getting therapy. Therapy for family issues and love and relationship issues. I heard about a website called BetterHelp.com and they’ve offered to give me a discount per month until September. We’ll see if and when I finally start that
