I made a decision to let go for good and possibly stop getting readings. Every time I make this decision my POI pops back up and treats me so good and feeds me the best lies! But ever since the fight I really can’t let myself be disrespected like that again. And ever since he’s been many random women smh . We been on and off/ UP and DOWN for like 2 and a half years. We even have a baby together. And ever since the fight he hasn’t even called to check on the baby or anything. I’m afraid I’ll end up going back eventually bc he always come back regardless of these psychic readings. Just tired of getting the same results due to fear, anxiety, & the psychic readings. They say he’ll be back around but I’m tired of all the third parties, the drinking, the lies (emotional abuse) , and the back and forth. My biggest fear is getting pregnant again or him having a baby on me while we’re stilk dealing with each other ugh. It’s best I move on before either happens bc I feel it’s going to be one or the other UGH 😑
