Well my meds are finally ready so I’m starting my new treatment plan. Points for Cookie.
My mental health, sleep and anxiety are total 💩 so...points Cookie?
I am trying (I mean really trying y’all to heal and move forward, not just from my ex but from my overall depression I’m feeling) so Yona saw that.
I am totally hating my job right now. That could be my overall mental state, I’m not sure. I.just.dont.care. Kisha saw an opportunity for advancement and a pay raise in a 1 and a 7 so she felt July. There has been so much shit (restructuring) going on at this company right after I got hired I don’t see this happening but I’ll give her the month.
She and Kira also saw me experiencing positive stress and growth at work...uh not yet. Maybe initially. Yona said the same. Maybe later on.
Right now I’m very disillusioned with everyone except to a tiny degree Yona and Cookie and I know what them whatever they are seeing can be something totally off or different than what I think.
I have also been eating like a cow and my weight continues to fluctuate (Cookie, hey girl!).
At this point I’m a mixture of depression, anxiety, sleep issues and stuffing my face. Oh joy. And we are only two days into July.
<—-Come to think of it, literally after posting this, Cookie described this as my summer and Kira warned this could be my summer. I guess I’m on track. Alrighty then. Moving right along. 🤷🏻♀️