The fear of the unknown .
I find myself in a rut once again and I’ve only just had a reading with cookie today. It’s almost as if I let myself be happy and then as soon as that happens, things go wrong and I start questioning myself and wonder what will happen next. Then that’s when I feel the need to contact psychics.
I mean, I had a pretty good reading with cookie today. She told me to be patient. It will come together etc. So I thought cool.
Spoke to POi1 today as per usual, our contact is way up, but we haven’t seen each other since hook up a while back. Looked like we would get together tonight , which co incided with a prediction from Effie. Big woo - got myself all excited that things were manifesting for me - and he ended up with some bullsht excuse that he was still out with this group of friends and that tonight probably won’t happen. Thing is, I’m pretty sure he’s lying as I can see him online on a gaming platform.
So yeha, tonight was just gonna be a hook up, but I’m sad it didn’t manifest. And now it makes me question the readings, are they all wrong, does he not want me after all etc etc etc
Then it makes me want to call and clarify and this is where my addiction stems. The clarifications inbetween things happening, which don’t result in any new info, I just need someone to tell me it’s going to be ok,
When what I really need is someone to punch me in the face and tell me to stop calling.
Any takers ?
I’ve been where you’ve been. I would get these great readings about more contact and more consistency and I would get it...for a Netflix and chill situation. Or sometimes not even that, I’d be blown off last minute.
I know you got this reading from Cookie today and you’re on a high. But let me ask you this, was it truly what you wanted?
I remember hearing from Cookie we’d rekindle our relationship and all this crap. And I totally ignored her saying I’d always have inconsistency with him, a commitment oils always be a fight, he’s never going to give me 100%, whatever.
I hope your reading wasn’t as bleak as mine! Lol however, I feel good for a while then something happens or I start thinking about the not so good parts of the reading and I feel blah again. And then the whole cycle of wanting to read again fires back up.
I know you’re bummed. But take it in stride and I’ll hope on my end that things work out however is best for you.
Can I also say I’m jealous of y’all with like two or three POI’s. I only have one. He sucks. I get that now. I look like Demi Lovato and I can’t even get a dude to look at me twice. I attract hobosexuals and old men. Lmao jealous here