Well it was more of not wanting to post too many personal details on a public forum. But here's what I sent PinkyD:
I read with Ari 2 days ago, she's straight as well. Ari didn't give me a lot of info about poi's mindset, but CindyS did.
For example,
Ari: I see him in a lot of confusion, he's in his own head, he's shut off emotionally and not thinking about reaching out to you at this point
Ari basically asked me to not waste my time on him., he's going to always be depressed and he's of no value to me.
Cindy: lot of confusion going on in his life and trying to decide what he wants, what he needs to do etc. it's like he goes out and sees something, seeks it out, and still isn't happy. No matter what you do or dont do, its his mindset thats like that, he's just never happy although he wants and seeks happiness. He's passionate about everything he does but he is just never fulfilled. He's had past issues, from his childhood. He loves you, but he doesn't really understand what is real and what isn't cuz he never learned it or experienced it.
Cindy basically said that she sees him trying to come back into my life, but warned me that his mindset is ^^^ like that, and he'll never be truly happy.
(And yes, I know him to be like that, BUT i thought i'll be the exception, and i could give him the fulfilment he always wanted. LAME ME! )
