so do you think even if you have negative thoughts or go on depressive episode despite trying to be postiive and upbeat predictions still pan out?
I think they will happen the way they are suppose to happen no matter how negative or positive you are. I don't believe your frame of mind changes the outcome. just my thought.
I have been heavily pondering about this lately. I am caught between these thoughts:
1. If I "let go/release/detach" from the outcome, then am I even trying to manifest that outcome?
2. If I just feel what I feel, which at this point is, a lot of longing and confusion about silence and uncertainty, then am I creating "energetic" blocks and pushing things further away?
Also not to forget, this "letting go/detachment" stuff is much easier said than done. I manage to do it for a few days and then I am pulled back into the anxiety and fear of things.
The thing is that the only person who can truly answer my questions and end this uncertainty is the one who is currently incommunicado. And everything else is this metaphysical/spiritual roller coaster of sorts. Sometimes the sheer absurdity of this situation is overwhelming. Its like there is a lack of accountability in the real world and some of us just have to make peace with that and move on. As soon as I have this thought, my intuition kicks in and reminds me why I am having this conversation in the first place. See where I am going this?....